once and twice

Suddenly got the urge to make this out.

Once and twice.

You asked me once,

Will I ever turn back if I am let go?

You asked me twice,

Will I ever  say it-that I love you so?

Along the cold narrow street way,

I remembered the embrace you gave that day,

When you  hardly let me went  my way,

And I remembered it in everyday,

Walking  alone under the dim  moonlight,

And my own shadow accompany me by my side,

How cold it is to walk alone at night,

But I know I must  go on with my plight,

You asked me once,

Will I ever remember you in my heart?

You asked me twice,

Will I ever find my way in the dark?

And here I am now walking through the park,

Alone again in the dark,

I remembered how you guided me with your love,

And  now I learned to walk with love,

I would not be missing you and that's my promise,

But how I wish I could do it with all my mind,

And all that we had compromised,

How I wish I had put it aside and left behind,

And tell me now why my heart still drowning in tears?

And my living is still in fears?

I am asking not once and not twice,

Will there be answer for me in trice?

(Copyright reserved to Emmy Sau Peng Lee)

FFK

After my friend ffk last weekend for a yum cha session at Kampar, I felt like I am so sucked up. Not only me, ok...another friend of mine whom happen and suppose to be with us for the yum cha also felt the same towards this friend. It's not that you can't ffk. But make it a reasonable one, please? The pictures she posted already betrayed her, as in she ffk because she's with other group of friend to have a yum cha after a wedding dinner banquet. I called, but her phone can't be connected through due to the network blockage of her usage. I confronted her, the following Monday...and asked her why didn't bother just sms us to inform us for a call-off. She replied as her phone got problem, she didn't have one to do so. I asked can't she thought of borrowing one of the friends' phone to send out a sms? She replied that she didn't think of that!
WTF***!!! I definitely doubted it, but what to do...she is still my friend, even though she ffk like that.
Friend, before you ffk...better eliminate every evidence that you ffk for another group of friend. I don't mind as in we have numerous group of friends...I don't mind you go out yum cha session with them at that night, after the dinner. All I mind is that you didn't even bother to make a sms or a call for us to call off the yum cha, and keep us waiting! I hate waiting, you know. Plus...where's the apology?
Since already ffk, so, me and the other friend of mine plan to ask for a yum cha session, whereby it's her treat and of course...must be damn expensive!

luv

Talking about love...

And lets' talk about love then...

Why on earth, that there are people who only can think of love as in boy and girl relationship? Why on earth there are people who only treasure the moment of love with their so-called loved one in the relationship? Couldn't they think of, there is other love existed? Love is so beautiful, so divine, so generous, so patience...yet love is passionating, love provoking, and love demanding...

As people who can only think of love in the relationship way...I guess...this is such a shallow thinking...yet might been caused by the blindness in relationship. When someone is in relationship..especially in the phrase that the love blossom and passionate each other...the rest of the world means nothing to them. In their eyes, they can only see each other, in their eyes, they can only see their life, in their eyes, they can only see their love...

They forgot about the 'love is divine, love is generous'... Families, friends, pets and so many more become a secondary structure to their life...their primary structure is their love. I bet, by this...no wonder people can say out in chinese saying 'you ching yum shui bau'. Of course, not everyone is like this...this is also refering to certain people...or certain types of people.

Somehow...people questioned me, on why I look on so seriously for the 'Love' word. I treasure the 'love'. I treasure love from my families, I treasure love from my friends...I even treasure the most...love from m pets. I lost them...quite a number of time...I knew the moment you lost someone or something so precious to you...So, I really takes in every minute. For me, even though love in boy-girl relationship is important...as this will draw to a new family, a new life, a new beginning, a new chapter, a new world...but...love is yet so divine...it suppose not to be so focused on boy-girl relationship.

Saying I love you to you families, your friends and even pets doesn't make you looked insane. It's just cultural environment in the east didn't practice this well enough...as by this, we are lack of confident to show our love to those that we really treasure. Westerners are far more open into this. They teaching and practice for this loving act is indeed good and inspiring. We should have say I love you...to each other...

I think I should...

I always say I love you to my dog...though. I talk to my dog. Sounds silly, and crazy or maybe someone will think I am a physco...talking with a dog? I enjoy my moment talking to my dog...more than having conversation with my siblings...and parents...somehow...I can become talkative when I seeing friends that are sharing the same channel. I even will treasure them more...

Talk about the 3 words, I still hesitate to say it out, to other...anyway...I am trying. Trying to be a lovingly person to my friends, hmm...notice this...i didn't mentioned family though. I have a wall of my own...whereby I had built it for such a long time. I seldom speak with my family member, you can actually count our words.  You will see they way I treat my friends is far more better than the way I treated my family. How on earth that there's person like me existed? Well...I am who I am...I am still the one creature created by God on earth for some purpose. So, however weird I am, or my actions towards my family, I am still the one who come back to visit the most. Well...my brother of course, he wanted to...but he's far...and he needed to earn for the family. My sister? ha...that's even more nonsense...she already engaged in a relationship since young...and every now and then. Will she bother? K.L and Kampar isn't far, and I still hold on to return to hometown, every fortnight.  I don't know why, but I guess...I guess, ok...relationship of boy-girlfriend bonded them to not to return. See? Sacrifices had to be done. One of the family member shall have to hold on, until it's not necessary.

Well...whatever it is... I am still loving them...I am still loving my families, my friends, and my pets.

I wanted to say 'I love you'

It's just I am too shy to say it to,

It's just I am too arrogant to admit

It's just I am too concern for my pride,

It's not I don't want to...

Because every now and then... I still love you.

'I love you'

While waiting for a 15 minutes incubation time...I am here to blog a little bit about today activities... :p

Today is the day, whereby Dr Stc bought us (WC,Wen,Lovelybear,Iris,and me) a great lunch! We had our lunch at Zen, Sunway Pyramid. All along the way, we chat about a lot of item and we were even able to ask her birth date! haha... She was born at 5th of March. Year?! Erm...lets us all don't think about the age... :p

So, the secret unveiled. She's a Pieces...and Wen got it correctly. The rest of us have a different answer...and somehow...Wen is the only one got it correctly...Haha...Well, Wen also has a good sense in guessing... :D

After the excellent lunch at Zen, we headed to the cinema for BOLT (3D)! Woah...(people must be thinking...these fellas...lunch and movie on a working day... damn free!) Haha...well, it had happened. Bolt...what a cute dog with his fellows companion Rhino, the hamster and Mitten, the cat. Watch it...and go for 3D...it's worth for it.

Dr Stc also suggested to have a bbq Christmas at her house on 19 Dec. She just suggested it ouot of a sudden and we are also quite anticipate for it, since she said she don't mind to organise it at her house...(ok..as long as, we all must come early to help her) Haha...well...another surprise by our boss and supervisor! Some more...when we talked about Iris's composing music at her music classes...Dr Stc suggested to have a theme song for Legionella and Coliphage...and it's a NO JOKE. She said she really meant it. She is giving Iris a year time to get it composed! Woah...a song for Leg and Colip? haha :p

well...it's my time up now. Gotta kick back my ass to work...and this is really another historical day...Will this kind of day ever happen again? Erm...I guess not! haha :D

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Could you imagine yourself, sitting at the very last roll in a cinema, taking almost (yea, almost) the best seat overall in the cinema, watching a movie...and the movie named 'Twilight'.

It is definitely by chance that Ruby and I felt that we will have nothing to do, after getting my bf to be service at Ipoh DMM service centre. So, we planned to watch a movie at TGV, Kinta City. Well, we knew from newspaper that Twilight is on at Thursday 27 Nov. So, we are lucky. We watched it on Friday!

What that disgusts me was...not the movie...of course the movie is cool...(I didn't say that it's great)...reactions from the girls in the cinema that disgusted me the most! Why? First of all, I would like this movie to be made a bit violence and more romance scence that made it to be categorise as 18 PL or 18 SG. At least, must be above 18 years old. Why say that? Girls that were in the cinema were all barely 18 and their actions were extremly childish and sucks! OK...I am not saying that every girls who is barely 18 is like that, but I can see those in the cinema with me at that time were acting so! There is this scene, whereby they initially show the hero of the story, named 'Edward acted by Robbert Pattinson...and guess what? All the girls, ok..mostly all the girls, omit Ruby and I, were screaming in a sound of adoring for the character. WTF! Have they seen guys before? My friend and I guessed that they were all from all girls schooling environment, and that's our guessing. How come every scene that showed the hero, made them screamed out the sound, and one particular girl, whom seated right in front of me...even showed a very extreme adoring reaction! She keep in punching, pushing, shaking and even scream at her friend whom seated beside her! She was just too annoying for me! I could not even enjoy the whole movie due to all these side reactions by almost all girls in the cinema. Oh...do I mentioned that mostly those in the cinema were girls as well. And I guess, due to the movie is from a well-known story book named "Twilight", schooling girls were so anticipated to watch it at movie.

Sad to say,...how come they all can behave like this! Shame on them as they acted that they have never been seeing 'leng chai' or handsome guy in the world! They reactions showed that, they have less discipline in controlling their emotion and reaction in public. I guess, what would they react, if the guy that they adore in the movie appear naked in front of them...(I guess all of them either sreamed in wild, passed out, or became so insane that they cried because they saw their hero naked in front of them!) Hahaha,..okok...that's what IF...that's just all assumption...from me! :p

Anyhow, I guess girls should behave nicely when it comes to the adoration part. It's not that you can't adore....it's just do it moderately and make it acceptable. I can accept the fact that these kids were still not mature yet...that's why when they see guys that are so-called handsome...they awwww....and awwwwww....in adoration for the guy...but...not as extreme as the girl who sit in front of me...I pity the friend whom accompany her for movie. Everytime a 'leng chai' came out, she started to lost her control...that's a disorder...I guess the girl need to see some behaviourist! Hahaha...

I am not a desperado

It's been amasing surprise that I got numerous response for just a small post out updates at facebook. My friends asked me what had happened not only via facebook, but also via smses. Wow... This sort of updates really gets a lot of attention especially from girls. Should I say, girls pay more attention to what people's posted shout out?

Well...to tell out frankly in this blog...The is a reason behind the post out. I am not really rejecting someone...I just want someone to know that this is not gonna worked out. I am a person whereby I had set up my target and upon reaching it, I don't really cares of what is happening at my surrounding. You can say that I am sort of...'Loner'...I walk my own way. You can say that I am used to it...I like my living now...You can say I am cruel...I don't want people to get deeper and hard to return. And...one more reason, 'I am not a desperado'. :p I won't rush love and I won't purposely find love. My love is all around...not meaning that love can be only found from bf-gf relationship...Love can be formed in any relationship...be it your family, your friends, your pets and even your surrounding and...of course to your God!

Have you find your love? Are you desperado, or loner? Not to worry...Love will find a way...and I am sure everyone will do. God bless...:D

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Edited**

Thank you to those who feed back that my poetry is great. I will try to produce more...provided I got inspiration... :p kekeke...

Here's da link to my poetry.

Gathering

Well well...after jammed and stucked along the short distance from PJ Hilton to Midvalley, we (wen, woonching, lovelybear and me) finally reached midvalley made our ways to the Garden MV. Hmm...the  short distance costed us exactly an hour...after a cursed from our lovelybear stating that we could be jammed for 1 hour. And wtf...we indeed jammed for 1 hour! Sigh....

While waiting and stucked in the jam...I am so damn sleepy while Wen was on phone conversation and WC was asleep (I am surprise because, it's Wen that mentioned she wanted to sleep, and eventually WC is da one who's sleeping!) Okok...after I noticed that everyone has their own business while lovelybear is driving, I felt that I want to sleep too. I said to lovelybear that I felt sleepy as well and...all of a suddenly...I saw a car which happened to overtake us, has a very cute soft toy displayed. And...what's that very cute soft toy? Of course non other that a cute pig! Haha...but...yes... 'Demo....' someone shouted my name while pointing the pig soft toy! I am from a sleepy mode becoming an alert  mode. I am too shocked that I am a PIG?! Erm...okok...indirectly I am indeed a pig...I am borned in the year of pig and that's all! :p Due to this sudden incident, WC happenly to woke up and  aware of the pointing too...and some more..Wen's friend over the phone also felt the happening incident. I am so speechless...and like wtf... Anyway...it was good as in..after that, all of us were so awaken and we finally reached our destiny after some laughter and  non-sense! (Did I just mentioned non-sense?! Ahaha :D)

Why are we heading to MV? We had a small gathering while it was also to celebrate Iris's birthday in the coming 25th Nov.  Had da celebration at Fong Lye Tea house and we had ourselves very full for the dinner. It's indeed amusing during the dinner time too. Well....gotta check those photos at my FB ac.  I am too lazy to upload it here.:p

Happy birthday Iris...and  best wishe

Creature named Dog

Woah... I am respecting this person who wrote "Please remember that dogs are Allah’s creatures too", by NORMA MOHD DOM in the letter to editor for 'thestar' newspaper.

Yeah...Dogs are creature created by God for the mankind too. So...why give such a bad treatment to stray dogs? I never did see bad treatment from those 'catcher' towards cat though. Why is that there is double standard for treating animal too? I personally seen 'stray catcher' chasing a dog in front of my house. My dog was barking endlessly and I immediately shut the front door (even though the front gate was locked!) to prevent the catcher to catch wrongly. They are standing in front of my house looking at my dog as my dog is a stray too. And...my dog has the dog license on its collar, ok...they are definitely humiliating me and my dog for looking at us with a sharp looking. I saw one of them use a rope to catch one of the stray dog, and the other one used something sharp to pinch the dog out from a car. I even pray hard that the dog can escape from the torture...i can see blood dripping from the dog body and i shouted inside my house, ask the guy to see, there was blood, and stop pinching. They ask me 'DIAM LAH'. I am so like wtf!!! Anyway...Eventually they caught the stray...and one of them ran off. After those 'pig' went off...I take a look underneath  the car and spotted the blood-stained  tar road.  With that amount of blood lost, the dog  was seriously injured and no wonder it can be caught easily after that. I think the dog didn't have anymore energy to fight for it. They are suppose to scare the dog out...not to injure them. And  they are just innocent creature that left out by irresponsible owner too.

Anyway...I happen to saw some stray cats opposite the roadside when those 'pigs' were catching the dog, and why they didn't even bother about those cats? Aren't their duty is to catch stray animal, regardless to what stray animal they are? Why only focus on dog and not cat? Cat also can cause diseases such as toxoplasmosis...And...didn't they realise that?

Furthermore...not all dogs has rabies and not all dogs are fierce. They need something to provoke them to become angry and fierce. They inner sense is to defense themselves and their owner. They will do whatever to protect the owner. I usually see young children especially those who claimed that they can't own dogs provoking dogs and teasing them. They imitate how the dogs barks, laugh at them, shout at them, scared them and some are even worse...they throw stones towards dogs...not just to stray, but also to dogs inside resident compound! They are just making themselves vulnerable to attacks. Dogs won't be aggressive, if the children just pass by like normal without those actions as mentioned above done to the dogs. The dogs will just simply ignore them..and let them pass by without any symptom of aggressive. Because these children are provoking them, the mechanism in the dogs will respond impulsively and thus, making them to become aggressive to defense as well as attack, if necessary.

I won't felt pity for those children when they are attacked by dogs when the dogs are actually 'usually' in the resident /owner compound. Dog can act superbly when they are provoked and even fences are just too low for them, if they are intended to attack to defense themselves. So, to those who has children and you are not a dog lover, please DO NOT provoke the dogs in any way. Even I myself was bitten by dogs numerously. Not because I am scared of dogs, and try to show my aggressiveness towards dogs...some dogs are just prone to bite! I can't count how many times...but yes..even dog lovers will be bitten by dogs, even by their own dog! However, dogs are still adorable and indeed a royal and man's best friend. They are the most suitable to be given this title.

Luckily, my own Lucky chai is behaving well...and until now still behaving well...Haha..Thank God that I have such a wonderful dog. Lucky chai is my life!!! Amen.

Discount 10%....irrelevant to me!

I actually had a shock when I heard the news on air yesterday in the 'Buletin Utama, TV3'. What's the news? It's regarding to the 10% discount for the private car from next year January to December 2010. But...wait wait...it's it good to have discount, why am I shocked? Hmm...Actually...read the following news, that I got it from 'The Star' newspaper.

The timing of the discount is from 12 midnight to 7am. Wtf?! 12 midnight to 7am? I am so speechless when I heard the news. Of course, the news discount had dragged my attention to the TV for the news...but discount from midnight to 7am...this is something irrelevant at all. (At least to my point of view, ok?)

Reasons that I think it's irrelevant, even though a discount is better than none...

1st: Traveling against of sleeping time...meanings more accident to be expected. No...no..no..I am not saying reckless drivers...I am saying it's becoming more dangerous in this kind of hours. Imagine, you actually an early person. you sleep early, you wake up early. Now, you plan to save the 10% from your pocket, you wanted to travel in the midnight, or reach in the midnight time. There is something wrong...and viola..you are right...that's suppose to be the time that we are sleeping. Our body has one setting that it will eventually drive us to rest when it's the time to! So, imagine...while we are driving to some destinations...and then during the hours that we are suppose to be in dreamland...we might be fallen into sleep while driving. Of course, it's so easily said that, you can take a nap at the road side or those rest pit stop to sleep and then continue the journey when you had rest enough. It's always not that easy! So, this will actually promote more accidents...and more to come, if everybody plan to save for the sake of the discounted amount...and we planted traffic jam in this kind of hours. Now, we are not only facing traffic congestion during peak hours, we will also face traffic jam in midnight!

2nd: Driving at midnight is definitely not safe, especially in Malaysia! Imagine those criminal planning to make robbery, kidnap, and etc. In this kind of hours, people tend to loosen their security...(you know whom do I mentioned, right? people...there are these peoples) And criminal always wanted to do something in a time whereby everyone is not aware. Imagine if you experience car breakdown or accident at midnight! Helps needed to be transferred in no time...but hey..hey...are we that efficient? Can we get standby 24 hours every now and then? Of course, some companies claim that they have 24 hours standby services for car breakdown and tow..but won't they need time to reach out to you? Imagine you need to wait...in the dark surrounding...whereby, this is a time everyone should have been sleeping, or at least at home? Think of those villain...they are always there to take opportunity. We have always received emails and even smses trying to warn us about dirty tricks that people will do to rob, kidnap, rape, or etc..(whatever you can think of) saying that it's dangerous when we are on the road. And now..it's midnight? It doubled the chances for crimes to success!

3: Yea..yea..discount is better than no discount...BUT...why only 10%, why only midnight? why only PLUS? why only will start next year January?why it's not immediate effect, as what they can do when they raised the petrol pricing at June? If I do not mistaken, I indeed read before...that the toll for North-South highway will be taken off as long as payment for the loan is done! To my surprise, our toll keep on rising and rising and keep on RISING! So do our inflation! So do our expenses! But...none to our salary or our benefits! (That's sucks!) I don't think that until recent time, there is still lost and not profit in North-South Highway. Are the government kidding us? Are PLUS kidding us?

Nevertheless....the government should look into other point, and not to just focus on discount. Try to think of eliminating the toll...since it was once said...but not been done! And...suppose, they have to focus on daily use and daily products. of course, transportation is one of them...but there are other goods to be paid attention to especially to food! One more thing that the government should really get their feet into it...our public transportation! It's still sucks and it's sucks. No matter how the government said, which and what they had done...it's not that it's not enough...it's actually...only words and no action! Hey...c'mmon...action speaks louder than voice. Do it... not just says it!

I am still waiting to see, where is the rail train that can travel 300+kph from rawang to ipoh. Since I am at secondary school...I have been hearing about the project...and until now...it's still words...no action. Minister of Transportation mentioned that they are getting the train...but having difficulties... WTF...isn't that this is some mega project that had been planned quite some years ago? Isn't this something that allocation of money or budget had been calculated and done, before announcement? Why until recent times...there are still difficulties? Are you all curious? Erm...for me...I guess I am not...we supposed to know what had happen in the middle... Are you thinking the same thing as mine?

Okok...after such long words...I still think the government takes up stupid steps to cope with the inflation that had been worrying every countries in the world. They should have do something better. I salute Japanese and Japanese government. They take very good care for the citizens as they know, if a country have no citizens, there will be no government. So, the government takes up the responsibilities very well..and of course, there are weaknesses that we might not aware...however, they still looking after their citizens well...especially when it comes to economy...see how their agriculture economy helps to boast their income both internally and externally...

My 2 cents

Today a conversation between me n a friend turned out to generate this blog for me.

I happen to advice my friends to become more aware that actually there are choices that we need to make in life and it turns out that one simple mistake in making decision will cause a disaster.  My friend msn me saying that she is indeed going to get married, maybe. I am definitely shocked. Okok...I am shocked not because she tell me she want to get married, it's a norm for a girl to get married especially she is dating a boyfriend. I am shocked, becaused she doesn't really knows whom that she want. She is just playing with fire. I am extra worry for her. Of course, that's her life and I am nothing to judge and tell...but it's just my two cents for her. The final verdict is still depends to her. Why I am so uh-huh for the news she is getting married?

1: Her bf is definitely an superb egoitic man according to her. But my friend still dating her...don't ask me, love is blind and I guess it's true :p

Why? This is because how can a guy use the ex(s) as comparisons to the current one. Ok...fair enough, if comparison can make relationship between them is better (I don't know!) then let them go ahead, right? But...wait...there is this thing...what if your bf said something i.e "If I got a daughter, I want to name her lets says 'Beauty'-(name had been changed for privacy and reading purposes)". Erm...I supposed people will questioned why name as Beauty? Any particular excuse? Any speciality? Any reason? And...guess what...?! The reason is...so simplified. "It's because my first love in my life was named Beauty!" I was like wtf...Name the daughter as Beauty because of rememberance of first love?! Can you see the relevancy of the naming? My opinion...ok, my opinion...is that the bf still very much remembered the first love and cannot let her go...that's why name the daughter as the first love's name...to let him remember the first love now and forever.

2: Always compare the ex(s) gf and now.

Ok...Comparison is good..because it makes competition and makes one upgrade herself to be competance...but...this is relationship..and it involved ex...it is much relevance? (Since the bf already broke ups  with the ex(s).

Maybe we will though of comparison of our goodness for the ex(s)  badness is not that ugly looking...but wait...what if...what if you are not really destinied to be with this bf, you broke up with him someday..and eventually he will compare you as one of his ex(s) to the current. Talking bad about previous gf made him looks so cheap. It's not that this will makes the current gf happier...in fact...this is something unethical. Since the broke up had been agreed, why bother to make the comment about it in front of the current gf.

Ermm...lets say...if it happened to be opposite...The bf always talks about how good you are for him...so on so forth...compare to his ex(s)...yet, still there are comparison...it's just at a different angle and it still involved the current and the ex(s). If the ex(s) gf  are so and so in weaknesses...why didn't he accept it slowly and try to love the ex(s) for love's sake, even though there are weaknesses? There is non in the world is perfect! And if the ex(s) had such weaknesses that the bf could not take it, we, might as well have weaknesses that he could not take it as well...and if by these weaknesses aren't acceptable for the bf, is the bf going to break up and find another? Give and take....., right?

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There are a lot more...that can be discussed over here...but i just posted up 2 points, as for sharing. For those who did not agreed on what I had point out, that's wholly my point of view. Each individuals has their different taste and thinking. But, that's my 2 cents.

Eventually, my friend mentioned one phrase that makes me less worried about her life..."I still can choose!"

She still clear about what she really wanted. Obviously, she have not yet found the right one yet! Hehehe...not because I am evil...I wish my friend will have the happiness in their life too...I just hope they'll do...that's why I ask her to think deeply...thinkthoroughly, think as much as they can...take as much time as she wants..to make a decision, whether she wants to marry this bf or not.

"Marriage is fragile in the life of modern people...even though some people still hold ons to their vows...but eventually divorce is becoming the trend of the recent world...to get marry and to get divorce is just a borderline and easily be crossover...there is less or no more boundaries in the marriage life..." `Cheerioet`

Ok...lets make a deal...sooner or later

I finally get the signature from my boss...but sadly the science officer is not in. So, I will only submit on next Wednesday. My discussion with downstair lecturer...Sigh...cause me chaos...Agreed to take me as RA, but haven confirm it with black and white. I am now looking forward for the discussion with Stc on next Monday regarding to the project and as well as hiring me as part time ra or demo. She indeed as me for demo next semester..lets wait for next week to confirm. i am now such a desperado... =="

Well...i will have to make a deal sooner or later...if I have no scholarship, it's definitely a no-no..as what friends had told me before"...must get a scholarship to study..." so...i guess if not, i am going to look for a job while looking again for postgrad. lets see...how it goes....

 

God Bless Me....

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OMG...I am so devastated by today's news. I received a very bad news. What the heck on earth is going on. Previously I heard that there will be a 30k fees exempted. I also heard some people throwing advice not to lay out so a lot of hope as this so and so school always not into their words. Promises just remain empty promises. Never been succeed. And now, how true it was! The fact is that hope have been planted and now slowly it faded. I am both disappointed and frustrated and at the same time fear. I have fear thinking for the few weeks and the coming month. What am I suppose to do? I am now so lost and out of point. I need something to lead me to focus. What am I suppose to do?

I need to restart once again. Now with a harder and stronger stroke. I have not much time left. My contract will be ending end of this year. I will lost a job and become unemployed soon...too soon. I need something to back up all my expenses as well as to support my family. Sigh. I am going to have a great trouble that created by myself and I am now needing to mend it before any nightmare begin. Argh.....This is so depressing.

Pray for me, my dear friends, that I can get up on my feet again...to walk along the way. Pray for me, my dear friends, that I can be the best I used to be. Pray for me, my dear friends, that I will survive this disaster and pray for me, my dear friends, that I am strong enough to carry and endure this pain.

**Sorry, I am indeed too not in the straight mind at this current moment. I need time to calm down and calm down.**

Me...cute?!

Does it really matter if you look cool, cute, naive,  cocky or t you can think of to describe a person? For me, yes. It's definitely a yes. Some people are born with a nice sweet and loving face. They are ever adorable through other's eyes. Some are appear cocky, but eventually they are not. Some are just too fierce to be near to. Some are just too kiddo and some are looking a way too cool in everything they do.

So, which kind of category that you and I falls into? I couldn't tell you by myself, which category I am into. I could not made a judgement to myself as I am not seeing myself. It all depends to those who get to see you, know you and eventually becomes close to you.

Since young, I have been labelled as a cool and hot temper person. My friends always advice me not to be so hot-tempered as they don't want to see me having heart-attack  in the future ==" . Well...those words sound heart breaking, but it's somewhat true. I can get angry easily and I won't be giving face to any of them. I don't care what the heck they are, all I care is  who the hell am I. That's why, friends that are with me since young had get used to it and they can't even bother. Sometimes they are even scared to talk to me, because of this kind of attitude that has been blended very well in me. Did I get rid of it? Nope, I guess I just hide it well in recent times!

Maybe this is because of immature thinking, maybe this is because of self-defencing, maybe this is because of childish, and there are lots and lots of reason that hidden behind. I wouldn't know...cause I am born with it. It took me years to grow and realise that attitude needs to be shaped. Bad attitude, hot temper and those falls into negative category are really indeed troublemaker. To avoid such, we really need to learn how to control. Whenever we take control of some situation, we gain patience and  gradually, we learn to behave.

Recently, I get a very unique reply. Someone said I look cute! I was like OMG. I have get used to be labelled as cool, not cute. And now the word cute came out! Haha...I guess I really changed dramatically. Some of my primary and secondary schoolmates had noticed about the change and they are really amazed. I am actually thanking them for asking me to control my hot-temper since we are friends. The influences by peer are really damn important and it's proved to be true for me!

Well, recently also, I found out that the people at the surrounding becomes so cute and so funny. Some of them are even born with such cute attitude and face that you can't even let yourself to scold them or raise up your voice to them. Their appearance and their behaviour is definitely amusing and with such a person existing in your daily life, will eventually brighten your days! Haha...I really meant it. I can't find a reason why I must not laugh of felt funny. Well, this is also a kind of blessing by God, that my days are ensured to be brighten, even though I am now facing crisis. I couldn't find a reason to frown :D

How cute is the person(s)? Well, I can't used words to describe. You need to see by yourself.  I even only use one verse to describe the person 'cute cute de'. That's all I can think of. Haha. My friend even want to befriend with such a cute person after listening to my one verse only. I guess my friend is too eagerly to get to know with the cute one. :p In addition to it, this cute person everyday something fresh and funny to amuse me. I can't help but to laugh or even made fun of the person . (OKOK, I may sounds so bad, when I said I even made fun of the person. But, It's true. The person is damn too funny and cute already!)

So, do you believe also that the cute person shares the same behaviour as mine? There were incidents that we happen to show out the same behaviour, same word and same respond! (OMG, I know this sounds so spooky or suspicious to some of you,  but this is true). I felt the coincidences were too coincidence. It's like a shadow or a replicate of me in behaviour, even though the person is cute! It's been a fourth time...and I believe there will be more coming soon! :p Well, maybe this person  is a long lost siblings of mine ...hehe :p

Coming back to the main point, this person describe me in a total opposite of what my friends has been labelled me for. Totally opposite, Ok. I was like, are you kidding me? I never been heard such an opposite term to describe me. From cool or maybe cocky or even maybe not friendly (to those who didn't get to know me well) to become a cute and friendly person...Swt...Don't misunderstood me. It's not about relationship by the description. It's just I felt it funny when this person known me as a cute person and in fact I am not!

Anyway, I am indeed changed from what I am in the past. Friends whom know me since young should have know better. I am glad that my changes have bring out happiness and laughter to all of you. I didn't kept in heart of the heart-attack thing. It's good that friends, you all had woke me up. I am also glad that I dare to take up chances to make the change. I didn't realise that life can be better with a better attitude, until the moment friends let me know that  they are enjoying my presence! I am  absolutely grateful that I have all of you as my friends too. Maybe this sounds a bit like those who write back at secondary or even in high school. But, I don't care much. I treasure the friendships, I cheerish the moments every now and then.

Friends

It's been like a routine for me, ever since I am out from hometown to study and now to work. What that routine that I mentioned? Go out 'yum cha' with friends is like a must to me. I guess this is important as we grow older, the opportunity  to meet up with friends  is getting less and less day by day. I guess I should be thanking God for the blessing to have friends that are still keeping in touch with me  ever since we depart  after schooling year. Well, I must admit that these are hard to find friends that you will treasure every moment you spend with them. Who  know that maybe by the time  each and every one of them has their own family and life must goes on by them without realizing that they had let go something in between of life.

I am not saying that all whom I got to meet up are all still single and that's what makes us so eligible to meet up. Even those who had been dating for years will still keep in touch with classmates and schoolmates... but then chance to have often small gathering with them is low. Well, that's their commitment towards their relationship and scarification had to be made by them. However, it's very subjective. Some friend can keep up a balancing life between their relationship with their loved one and their friends. That would be ideal if we would not wants to keep either one party out of our life. Anyhow, not many can make such a rational and logical thinking when it comes to  relationship. It depends.

To have friends come and go in life is like a norm. Whatever friends type you are, and whatever friends type you have, every moment counts and more importantly, we participate in the process. To my friends, thank you and thank you once again.

Using Digi Edge

Ok...officially this is the first post by me, using this new internet provider-Didi Edge. I have much trouble to get the configuration setting done, and after numerous of calling to the customer service provider, and also numerous of smsing and deleting existing setting, Finally...Finally, I can get connected and surf thru my mobile as modem and am using my notebook as usual.

I will be going to get da usb wireless broadband modem soon. I dont want to spoil my phone. Even tho it's just 3110c, but it's been really useful to me since last year, from the time I bought it. It still serve me well. Thank God for that.

I am planning and going to change service provider for my mobile. Using MNP is so much easier than what I had thought before. It not only allow you to keep back you existing number, but also allow your switching withing less than 24 hours(FYI-it happen to my sister's mobile number. they swifted the provider in the same application day!). Well, as for me, I might be changing to prepaid plan, instead of postpaid. Oh...I forgot to mentioned. I am changing from hotlink to digi... thats why I twittered, changing to da D' man. haha... Kota kemuning berjaya park is definitely   covered by Digi. When we mentioned berjaya park, the Digi centre dealers confirm the coverage area immediately.

I still miss the speed provided by streamyx last time. Even tho sometimes it runs slowly like slower than snail, but the stability gives you the advantages. Wireless will have disconnection suddenly. I had iit once juzt now. I am not sure how well it goes. Am now trying to download large file from sendspace. Let's see how it goes. Streaming? Youtube? Hmm...I haven try that out. Wait until I have the time and also have da mental. Currently, there are a lot of things going on...and I have restless mind. OMG...restless..did I mentioned restless?

The time now is around 12 40 am. I guess I should sleep. I should sleep...

Two of Chalices

I read with surprise that some tarot reading about me for today is quite true!? It says:

Card: Two of Chalices

The Two of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in compromise. I am not alone. I offer and accept love, support, and happiness to connect with the pleasure and beauty of my hearts desire. There are two sides to everything and I don't always have to be right. I am empowered by expression and my gift is attraction.


HELP...help...!!!Ok. no doubt that I am really bored now. I am trapped in the lab due to heavy rain. It's pouring outside and I think anyone can hardly pass through -walking without getting wet. All because I needed to make a careful chemiluminescent detection using the new Chemidoc XRS, I missed out the opportunity to go home early. Although now it's only 5pm...It looks like it's 7pm outside. **Sigh**

When I come to you

When I come to you on bended knee with tears,
You took away my burden and fear,
You held my hand to yours,
And lead me into the remedy of cures,

When I come to you with my broken heart,
You mend and protect without any question asked,
You healed my pain with your blessing,
From the hour of my believing,

When I come to you and cry of sadness,
You walk with me through the madness,
You guided me into your righteousness,
Because of you; my life is full with brightness,

When I come to you and praise,
You made your fellow men amazed,
You brought joy, hope, peace and love,
And in you I can live life eternal.

Happy Saturday?

This Happy Saturday is actually a delayed Happy Friday event that had been planned for more than two weeks ago.

Oh...well...today's indeed a half day trip outing with friends. I know it maybe sounds a bit crazy,but hey...we do really drive to Klang (erm...or Pre-Klang?) to have our Bak Kut Teh as lunch. Ok...don't be so surprise. We have seven of us being crazy...if it indeed sounds crazy for you...hehe.

I am sorry though, for not taking any pictures. Erm...OKOK...I am too hungry and hunger made me forgetful. I just eat and EAT... ^^,

We head back to Sunway after lunch. Val and I continue with our unexpected plan-watch movie at Sunway Pyramid. I couldn't really decide which movie to watch as I have no idea. Lastly Val suggested Spiderwick. And how it was? Hmm...this is a good question that you might ask Val. :p

"Arthur Spiderwick was biologist whom had uncovered secrets of the other world after much observation that he had done through his life. 80 years later, Arthur Spiderwick's grand daughter moved into the house from New York with her three children. Jared- one the great grand nephew of Arthur Spiderwick uncover secrets that lies in the inherited house. Soon, he is blended into the other world and he needed to protect the Guide book that produced by Arthur Spiderwick. This is to ensure that the book won't fall into the dark force. How did this kid-Jared do it? What had he really uncovered in the house? What's the story behind the book? Why must he protect the book from evil? Will he be successful in it?"

Watch it, and you'll know. Don't ask me much. I had typed out what I can tell.

Feng shui tips

I read with interest regarding to a feng shui tip from the email send to me by yesterday. It's written there everyone have their own magical hour. And how do you know your magical hour? Simple. Firstly add the month and the date of your birth, and then add the year of your birth; reduce the total to any integer between 1 and 12. For example, my own birthday: 15 May 1983. The calculation will be 15 [your birth date] + 5 [your birth month] + (1+9+8+3) [your birth year] = 41. After that, take the sum of 4 + 1 = 5. By this, you can know that your magical hour is 5 am and 5 pm in the day.

My tarot reading is quite true as well for yesterday. It's written :

Ten of Wands

The Ten of Wands card suggests that my power today lies in conscience. He ain't heavy, he is my brother. I own responsibility for the baggage I have chosen to carry but I am ready to lay the weight of a burden or secret I have been hiding behind where it belongs in order to reconcile my conscience. Do I want to be right or alone? I am empowered by blind faith in fulfilling my purpose or greater good to just do it, and I transformed through in passion or direction in principle.

So, for you who wonder what's your magical hours is, do calculate as shown at above. Well, believe it or not, it's your choice. All I know is that, number 5 is the number for me... :D

The old rugged cross

The old rugged cross

Text: George Bennard, 1873-1958


Music: George Bennard, 1873-1958

1.	On a hill far away stood an old rugged cross,	the emblem of suffering and shame;	and I love that old cross where the dearest and best	for a world of lost sinners was slain.Refrain:	So I'll cherish the old rugged cross,	till my trophies at last I lay down;	I will cling to the old rugged cross,	and exchange it some day for a crown.

2.	O that old rugged cross, so despised by the world,	has a wondrous attraction for me;	for the dear Lamb of God left his glory above	to bear it to dark Calvary.	(Refrain)

3.	In that old rugged cross, stained with blood so divine,	a wondrous beauty I see,	for 'twas on that old cross Jesus suffered and died,	to pardon and sanctify me.	(Refrain)

4.	To that old rugged cross I will ever be true,	its shame and reproach gladly bear;	then he'll call me some day to my home far away,	where his glory forever I'll share.	(Refrain)

Easter ^^,

Easter at the new Wesley Methodist Church (Kampar) wasn't bad at all. Initially I thought of regretting for not going to St. Andrew's Church (KT), but NOT after a brand new experience at Methodist church for Easter.

The cross that the church member's had made with approximately 1500 petal of flowers was marvelous. It took the church members almost 7-8 hours to finish it, according to Mr. Choo.



The flower cross. How I wish that I had brought back my digital camera for this. Should be better if I used a digi cam to capture it.
I also captured some night view of the church building before I left for the Good Friday evening service. Quite blur, though.


Wesley Methodist Church (Kampar)

Good Friday

There are people saying that good friday isn't good at all. There are also some people wish others "Happy Good Friday" as in Good Friday is one 'Good' day. There are also some people feeling sad and humble on Good Friday. Some even didn't know what is Good Friday is.

Whatever Good Friday is to us, there is always a meaning towards Christians. Good Friday, a day which we remember, which we respect, which we glorified and a day to celebrate...What?! Why I mentioned Celebrate? Yes, I do celebrate Good Friday. Even Christians (with old and traditional thiking) will think that Good Friday isn't a day to celebrate. but why not? If we understand the meaning of the Lord sacrified, we must celebrate instaed. Jesus Christ surrender himself to be sacrified in this day. HE fullfill the scripture foretold by prophets. HE made a once and for all sacrified that all men might live and forgiven. Why shall we not celebrate? We shouldn't felt sad that the Lord left us. He didn't left us. He is still with us by His way that we all can enter into His kingdom. His sacrified is a new life, a new begining, and a new hope. He mend the broken ties between God and men. He builded the bridge for men to cross their sins, so that men can have their reunion with God. Celebrating Good Friday is meaningful. We need to bring out the message that a sacrified once made by the Lamb of God is sacred. We need to understand as well, the suffering He bear; when He crucified on the cross. We indeed didn't suffer the pain, but we felt the pain that He bear. We didn't know His journey, but He knows our journey. That is why He took the cup of drink, that no one can, except Him-our Lord. This is also the reason he is called the Lamb of God. He, our Lord; is the choosen one to bring all the sins to the cross as an act of forgiveness. His sacrified redeeemed freedom. From the moment of His dead, God the Father forgave us who proclaim that Jesus Christ is the Saviour, Jesus Christ is the Lord, Jesus Christ is King of King...Those who accepted Him will bear no more sin, but peace...
Peace of the Lord will always be with you...May God bless you and God be with you.

Easter is the rising and resurrection of the Lord. I will talk about it, after Easter Sunday.

To attend the first service at the Methodist Kampar new church building, is indeed a privelege. It's such an honour to glorified God. by His grace and blessing, Methodist Kampar Church had been relocated to a larger piece of land, with more space and more symbolic as the Church-The House of the Lord.

Praise God from whom all blessings flow,
Praise Him all creatures here below,
Praise Him above ye heavenly host,
Praise Father, Son, and Holy Ghost.
AMEN

Happy Easter Day!!!

Well, as the time goes by...here is another Good news celebration that I need to involve. To celebrate the easter...the Rising Day!

As I am now at hometown, i will celebrate it at the local Methodist church. FYI, I don't know yet where is the new church building. I just happen to know about their moving to new building by both Val and Anil. Well, I do hope that the church can continue to expand and be prosperous.

Sitting at a cyber cafe here...surrounded by all kids that are so eagerly playing their cyber games; make me sick. Feeling so congested by all those loud voice of KOs and all those stuff...(You know) Initially, I thought of going to KFC for free WiFi...but to my disappointment, the free WiFi only will open from 1400 to 1800. S.H.I.T....I thought can go to on9 and check some email and as to blog as well for free. Anyway, I think I will go there again at the evening for the free WiFi. :p

Today is Good Friday. May all of you blessed by the day and happy Easter too!!! God bless you...!!! :D

...

While I was on my way back from Monash to USJ, it suddenly rained
heavily. I couldn't help myself to wear the raincoat, but just to let
myself wet; feeling the droplet of the pouring rain. I do pray for
non-stop driving journey as the rain getting heavier when I rush in the
USJ area. Well, as usual, I had to stopped at the T-junction. (This is
one of the busiest junction that you will come across whenever you
wanted to enter USJ. For a normal reaction, you will drive across
whenever the traffic light turns green. So do I. I even hasitated for
almost 2 seconds before I started to drive over. I will usually look at
the side mirror and also give a few seconds of observation for the
other road, as most of the driver tend to break the law and speed while
red is on. (Some of the drivers that are not from the surrounding area
might not know that they needed to stop at that junction!) Lucky for
me. I am indeed blessed by the Lord. There were these cars came out
from the waiting junction, breaking the traffic law and speed off just
behind me. Aren't they supposed to stop since the red light had been on
for their junction for more than 5 seconds. There was this lorry
suddenly came out from nowhere forcing me to make an emergency break in
and there were cars behind me. I am stucked in the middle! Fortunately,
the cars behind me follows slowly and I managed to skip off from the
track before anything unwanted happened! At that very moment, I am
thinking 'OMG, bless me please!' This happened in seconds at the
blinking of our eyes! I barely believed it. I continued to drive on
after that under the heavy rain.

Things do happened miraculously. Believe it or not. I do believe miracle happens. Of course, it do acquire the right time, the right place and the right person. It won't be a miracle if it happens often, right? I had involved myself in 2 accidents way back at my hometown during the time that I am recovering from the operation. It happened due to my lost concentration towards driving at road. I started to have phobia in driving vehicles after that. I only dare to cycle and drive motorcycle. I only started to drive back cars after I gained courages upon finishing my final year project at Terengganu. Yes, I do drive car at Terengganu (I aren't that rich to have myself a car, it's rented car to drive around the town). The longest journey that I had ever drive until now is from Terengganu to Kuala Lumpur.

Meanwhile, I read with interest about horoscope and personality from the web. See how well and how true it describe a Taurus woman/girl 's personality.

TAURUS WOMAN

A slim moderately tall woman. Taurus woman is funny and a jolly
person. Square facial bone structure, high cheek bone. Her round big
eyes sparkle with wit and curiosity. You will not see many round faces
Taurus women, and mainly she will have a strong jaw line.

She is a constantly change person. If she up sets, she will not show
it and will keep it to herself for a long time, and will remember them
so well. If she gets really mad at you, you will suddenly become a
totally and completely stranger to her.

She is a patient person, but always need new excitement. She hates
long talk meeting, long and endless conversation. She can be in love
with you today, and one day she could act as if she has never loved
you before. She has patient with what she wants to do and will never
give up until she gets there. She will be very persistent in what she
is doing till she has reasons for stopping her project, then she will
quit.

Money for Taurus woman is not the most important factor in life. She
thinks of money as an instrument for assuring of a good living. She
has more satisfaction in achieving her goals more than satisfaction in
fine cloths and luxuries. If you like a woman who always thinks of
love and romance ,then you are dating the wrong girl. You can not tell
her to stay at home, she likes to work and preferred not work at home.

She loves animals and likes to surround by animals. Love is in her
head, but Freedom is in her soul. She has her own idea about love and
afraid to show her true feeling for fear of rejection. She is not the
type to talk about love, but she sure has a strange way to show it.
She is not good in showing when she is in love, but if she loves you
she will be honest to you than any other women.

She will be honest to her love one, but at the same time seems
distant. You will have a good relationship with her, if you allow her
freedom. Do not force her to be with you in a poker game which she
hates, but let she goes out swinging with her friends if she wants to.
She will be different than other girls, and she thinks different is
one of her unique quality. She is a public figure but belongs to no
one.She will not stay with you, if she thinks you are not sincere. She
likes you to have personality, but better not to compete with her.
Loves her, but not too much for she afraid it will limiting her freedom.

She always stand out of the crowd for something she dares to do. You
could see her dress like a poor farmer dinning in the fancy
restaurant, or dress like a nun in an a cocktail dress party. If you
are a politician who are looking for a wife, she will make a good one
because she is cleverly smart and she could get along socially with
any type of crowds.

She is not a jealous type because she has to know you thoroughly
before accepting you in her life. She has more curiosity in life than
wondering if right now you are flirting with someone else. If you keep
a distant from her, or go away for a few days, she will miss you more.
Even when she is dating you, she also able to fond of someone else, if
you do not have something she is looking for. She will never
disappoint you or hide behind your back to make you loose face, but
she is the type who just going to tell you to your face that " We're
better off breaking up".

She always remember her first love. Taurus woman holds the best record
for divorce for she does not care about how people think of her, but
every things should be done for "Happiness".

She has lots of friends and sure of herself, so you will hardly see
she delays any of her thoughts before her action. If she think of
something, she will go ahead and does it. She has many men wanting her
for her constant changes is the challenge. She can be cute and funny,
but suddenly cool and tough. She has her own style of dressing up, so
you could see her dress like an old mate today, and tomorrow she may
dress like she comes from Mars. She will have that interesting hair,
dress and a look unique from anyone else.

She likes to learn about your dreams and your thought. She has fun
teasing you and making jokes. If she did something wrong, she won't
hide it from you, but do not ask when she is not in the mood to talk
about it. She hates to owe people money and take promise seriously. If
you promise to pay her back, you'd better paid up.

If you want to make it with Taurus woman, then do not be jealous or
possessive, do not be narrow minded, do not criticize about nonsense
or small and insignificant matters. Try to likes her friends and let
she has her privacy, then she can be very sweet to you.

Happy Friday?

While most of the people thinking of when their love will appear, I am in the opposite. I wanted to focus now, of what I aimed and targetted to do in the near future. I don't care for what other are commenting; be it my relatives, my friends and even my family. Luckily, my family won't bother much about this. they know that I am not desperado for any dates ^^,

Somehow, I am now have to become a pretender; pretending that nothing had ever actually took place. I have to avoid the worst nightmare that might happened. You must be wondering what it is about...but hard for me to explain it...so just let it be a mystery for you and me. I also thank God that this actually worked out well! And now, all I have to do...is to forget about everything that had occured and most importantly...never ever think about it anymore.

Things had been blocking my mind that I don't even have the mood to blog out activities on friday. *Sigh*...I apologise for the delay. Somehow, I also haven't receive any pictures from 'my photographer' --@udrey. T.T Where are the pictures?????

It was another happy Friday. We; Iris, @udrey and I went to swim on Friday. But not at Angela's apartment...instead...we head to 3K's indoor swimming pool. The pool is wide and really lengthy. The deepest it goes is 7 ft. Still prefer Angela's place...yet this is a brand new experience...experiencing a new swimming pool. I still remember when I firstly arrived to Ipoh Stadium Indera Mulia Swimming Complex to learn swimming from Mr. Ng. There are 4 swimming pools a beach pool, an olympic size pool, a children's pool and also including one which is specially used to teach scuba diving. Mr. Ng said that usually those professional swimmer will swim at olympic size pool...and beginners will learn and swim at beach pool. He do warned us...of.....SHARKS...Yup...it's SHARKS. Actually he is refering to those guys that are not really go to the pool to swim...they are just interested to see girls and try to near them while they are swimming. Womaniser...I supposed @@ And...Mr. Ng even thaught us how to identify SHARKS...hehe :p Girls that often go to public pool to swim should know about this. Always be caution of guys that are in the pool...always try to head towards girls while swimming. Their purpose is not to swim. So, they aren't really swimming but fooling around. They tend to jammed into a/group of girls even though that they actually can avoid it (C'mon..they are wearing google and it's an outdoor pool. Lighting is sufficient enough. Unless he's blind!) Like what Mr. Ng told us--> Protect yourself from being a victim...unless You wants to become a victim... :p

What's more after swimming...? We head on to have our dinner at Asia Cafe. Check out the pictures, when I got it. But...when? I can't reallt tell.

I finished watching Wasabi Mon Amour, at last. Anticipating for the drama D. I. E...Death Investigation Extension :D

Can't wait to head back to hometown too.

My experiment to cook the read bean soup had failed. I couldn't cook out the aroma of the orange. Maybe I am too fast into taking it out? Luckily, I only cook a small portion to try. I need to practice more often, I guess. I am thinking to use lemon instead of orange... :p The citrus aroma of lemon is stronger and tastier than orange....(that's my opinion) Will see how it goes...when I have the time to try it out again.

Ok...editted version: Here are those pictures >>> By @udrey

Because I aren’t in love with you

Because I aren’t in love with you

by: Emmy Sau Peng Lee

I know that I had hurt you much,
And left a deep cut in your heart,
Forgive me for being so cruel to you,
Because I aren’t in love with you,

Thank you for being so real for me,
And let all the things to be,
But I couldn't fall in love with you,
Because I aren't in love with you,

I am truly sorry for what I had did,
I sincerely hope that you can give and take,
Set me apart from you,
Because I aren't in love with you,

Promise me that you will live happily,
Cast away the sorrow and set me free,
Erase those moments that I shared with you,
Because I aren't in love with you.

Copyright ©2008 Emmy Sau Peng Lee

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Why love is a hard to avoid and understand subject? Whenever you think of it, it hides from you, Whenever you need it, it betray you, Whenever you dump it, it follows you, Whenever you forgot it, it reminds you. So innocence, yet full with guilt.

I don't understand why human always make the same mistake. They always couldn't appreciate things they have until the very moment that they realise they are going to loose it. Couldn't they learn from mistake? To still cling on and remember of something that is gone forever couldn't bring it back. It's better to save and cheerish the moments of what they had so that they wouldn't regretted it. Appreciate of what you have now...and take good care of it.

I also don't understand why people can fall in love that easily. Can they tell that they are indeed found the right one that they needed? Find time to learn each other well and understand each other before falling to disaster! It's great that someone have the courages to say that they love somebody, but...its always a BUT... remember to take the consequences after you say it out. Whatever the outcome is...face it and bear it. Both sweetness and bitterness are hidden behind of it. Whichever is your result, taste it; and you'll find out that the sweetness isn't as sweet as you thought and the bitterness isn't bitter at all!

I don't know why I typed out a blog like this and post it up. But since it had been blogged, then why not just paste it up, right? I think I must be very frustrated by some incidents that happen all around me. Couldn't tell what it is...didn't know as well what is wrong...I even couln't think at all...My brain must have lost function on its consciousness...BE CAUTION...I might have lost my mind...

Result=People's Voice

Went back to hometown to vote at 8th March 2008. My first time to cast my vote. The 12th election result really stunned some of us. Well, it isn't a surprise for me at all. Peopls keep on demanding for a better future and a change. But...that had not been fullfill so far. That's why the scenario of winning is now favouring the left wing. Northern states had been lost. So, what's next? We can wait and see. I couldn't comment further.

Lets hope and pray that we indeed can have a better future from now on. May God Bless Malaysia, Amen.

One Life?!

I was wondering what do this One Life exhibition means? I saw the banner posted way up at the entrance of Monash University (Sunway Campus). Luckily, there were many of us whom had our curiousity to venture out and to know what that's really about.

Firday (070308). We took the oppurtunity to experience the One Life journey. It's a kind of AIDS/HIV+ awareness programme organised by the Worldvission. Overall, its a worth to try out the 'walking' experience. Quite an eye-opener.

We bought some exhibition souvenirs. Actually, they didn't call it purchasing...they call us as donours...We donate a require sum of money to receive some free gift from them... I got a t-Shirt, @udrey, Mei Zhen and Iris got the car stickers. This Friday wasn't any ordinary Friday...It was a very meaningful Friday.

On the other hand, back to before attending to the One Life exhibition; we went out to lunch at 3K. In my own opinion, I think this is really a crazy Friday...not Happy Friday...Why? Why I have to say like that? Easy...it's very easy... Lets' see the craziness we had...We went in to order our food and starting to behave crazily...since we had the 'rojak'. We were chatting about many other side topics...until a very amusing phrase came out from Iris. @udrey was wondering if 'Harm yu' is called Ikan Masin, then what about 'Yau yu'? Iris spontaneously answered 'Ikan Yau' ....@@ Are you agree? Kekeke....

Then back at home, I received an email from a person called Mrs GW. She was sicked at bed and she wanted to have someone to inherit her late husband Trunx Box which later have a purpose to be used to the community if permitted. She wanted to find someone who responded to her mail....Yes..Yes...I am one of those who blindly responded...due to boredness...and curiousity. This Mrs. GW is indeed for real. She didn't spam me and she even can swear that this isn't any fraud email. She send in picture of her for me to verify, she asked me only to let her know my full name...and her wish is to have her last wish fulfill before she left the world. Should you or should you not believe in her? She speak and swear by the name of God our Lord. This isn't a joke.... The company that she had given authority to shift her stuffs called me!!!!
They said thay are from Abidjan-Ivory Coast. They even asked me to read their incoming email...that soon to be sent to me. I felt scary yet curiousity still rocks. :p

Whatever will going to be happen...I will never know. May He leads and guides my way...to follow what is righteous to Him.

Neway

I am having headache @@...cannot think straight right now. So please forgive me...if missed out anything.

Phone

Fu...yuh...what a weekend at Midvalley. Spend more than 6 hours there chit-chatting and also help a friend(K.Boon) survey for mobilephone. Not bad at all. After wasting so much of time talking and negotiation, he finally deal and bought it home... keke ^^

Learn a lot while looking for mobile phone though...Many of those bosses told us some points to look for an original mobilephone and avoid from being cheated by those tricky dealers that sell AP phone for original price.

Check your imei no: type *#06#
Check your phone originality: Check the 7th no and the 8th no...
example:
Type * # 06 #

After you enter the code you will see a new code contain 15 digits: 355380000251550

IF the digit number Seven & Eight is 02 or 20 that mean it was Assembly on Emirates which is very Bad quality.

IF the digit number Seven & Eight is 08 or 80 that mean it's manufactured in Germany which is not bad.

IF the digit number Seven & Eight is 01 or 10 that mean it's manufactured in Finland which is Good.

IF the digit number Seven & Eight is 00 that mean it was manufactured in original factory which is the best Mobile Quality.

IF the digit number Seven & Eight is 13 that mean it was Assembly
on Azerbaijan which is very Bad quality and very dangerous for
health!!!

(Credits to all mobile phone -Check phone originality authors)

I don't know whether this is true or not, but hey...not bad if you want to giv it a try. I heard that this is only appliable to certain mobile phone...but for sure...if you type *#06#...the imei no will show up in your mobie screen. Check it out ^^

@@ 229, leap day in 2008

229 was indeed a splendid leap day for me.
I guess this is appliable to the rest as well? It was quite a tiring day as well because I had to rush from one destination to another in a rush hour. Having both plans run well in the same day was quite statisfying too. Sing K at Neway to celebrate Angela's farewell at night and also 'dry swim' at her house after dinner really filled up the day!

I am so sorry to Iris as she had to be late because of helping me. Hope that she actually do enjoy herself too in that short period of time. I want to put up the pictures for the K's session, that's one of the reason I blog this late as well. My camera left with Iris. I forgot to take it... :p But hey... Now I still got those pictures...hope you all can wait and be patient.

Well, @udrey had been improving at playing Mahjong. She had indeed the biggest winner of the night as she almost won all of our chips. Ok...congraz @udrey, you had graduated from the school of Mahjong which was held at Angela's house... :D Oh...by the way, I almost forgot to metioned the funny things that she had done as well. When Angela ask @udrey to "shou dice" she was indeed a way too blur. She didn't react untill the third time Angela asked @udrey to "shou dice". What a great answer by @udrey, she thought it was another Japanese word and she doesn't understand it...:p And...well, it was actually keep the dice...Laugh with me..please... kekeke ^^

We also learned words while Mei Zhen was reading up journals. She asked about 'non-redundant' and also 'putative' while we were playing mahjong. We do indeed apply all the words and also learned japanese from Angela as well. I am not so sure how's the spelling wise, but most similiar sound to 'gor meh'-->garbage?

Meanwhile, I have also obtained a lot of information while i am away to the postgraduate education fair organised by UPM at Great Hall. I had made myself registered in all of the sudden due to some unexplainable circumstances... 8| Took a lot of brochures, send out some email also to some lecturers and still looking
around to find one. Well, I still remember 'seek and you shall find'. I won't
forget about this... ;)

My friends, pray for me as well as bear with me to run together in this life-journey. It isn't easy from perfect stranger to become friends and tagged along in a short while.

As to Angela, wish her all the best and god bless you. Thank you for being with us in the lab... We will cherish all those moments that we all had shared :D

228...

**Sigh**...I suppose next time I must tell @udrey to sent photos to me not later than 12 midnight. I waited like super idiot...(luckily I was chatting with my friends via msn while waiting and watched The gentle crackdown II). So, here are those photos from yesterday's event...
The sauce and side ingredients to be put into it...which suits your bud taste.

Who's hand?--->Angela's la...
Preparing the plate for us to bbq there. Those whittish coloured are actually pig's fat.
@@ Looks like my hand... hehe
Taking fillet to the plate...(yum...yum)


@udrey took this while paying at J.Co. It do have some eye-catching value. (For me, Yes...I do found this quite interesting :p)


(All the photos above are provided by @udrey- SE S500i)

While busy doing lab works, we still can steal time to celebrate birthday and take pictures. ^^

(This picture provided by Chien Wen)

Ok...i guess now I should stop and ciao...Oh...wait..wait...
Today when to Sunway Pyramid once again...okok...it's already twice in a week. Mei Zhen wanted to buy 'wang pos' and we ended up going to Sunway Pyramid and had our lunch at Pizza Hut. OMG, did I say I go to Pizza Hut? Yup...I did. =.=
I had boycott Pizza Hut for some time due to the bad services and still wanted to charge consumer for 10% service charge. They don't deserve the 10% service charge.GG
What's more...?! Lots of activity coming soon...hehehe :D

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My blog looks weird when I try to start with something that I needed to push away due to one reason. I am waiting for pictures again...=.= I will refine this blog the day after today... :p Sorry for the mess...and blame it to @udrey...please.Thank you.GG

Went to pyramid and ate at BBQ plaza...which is also, the first time of me going there...Thanks to Angela, @udrey and Iris...^^ Well, really have a good time there especially to eat delicious food. The superb tasty sauce that they are serving really makes a different for the meal. I bet Iris and Angela won't forget to choose a better place to sit next time when wanted to eat at BBQ plaza again. keke. 8)

Oh... Today is Chien Wen's birthday and we had planned to celebrate with her...not using cake, but doughnut. Went into J.Co also to buy half a dozen doughnut for a special purpose which was held in the lab again. Yes..YES, we eat inside the lab again. Against the rules? Who cares, as long as you take care of yourself. We didn't add in extra toppings to the doughnuts from the lab. :p

Pictures? Explainations? Whatever... Please be patient...

Oh...

Oh...my..my...I can't believe it that tonight is the first time that I have a walk at the 3k night market. Thanks, Val...because I do have a great time walking, eating and chatting with you... kaka...especially when talking about dogs... Yeah... dogs... ^^ Saw baby's pictures...very much like the fur... :p

Angela's car seat stain was wiped off. Thank god for it...Luckily she managed to varnish it. To those of you who are well concern... Thanks for your concern. I am indeed very much alive although recently I had been a walking zombie (due to lack of lots..LOTS of sleep). Must be Val's and also @udrey's insommia infection. Argh...okok...I am now very much your ally...We are all lack of sleep. GG

Untitle

OMG....Couldn't believe that now I am resting at home due to the over-bleeding scenario. Am sorry for Angela's car seat. Hope she can varnish it.
I would not be blogging this few days unless something really happening that needed to be voice out. Signing off...I think that I might be too stress finding suitable title. Gosh... really need some rest. Ciao.

See my Lucky Chai's pic :p

Last day of Lunar New Year 2008 celebration. Today is the 15th day which also known as Chap Goh Mei. When to McD to have the prosperity foldover because of having the urge to eat it before the promotion is over. While eating at McD at taipan, I suddenly felt that I had nothing to do this coming weekend. I had cancelled my appointment to church for this coming sunday and I am thinking whether should I go back to hometown for this time...? Because my mother will be alone at the house while my father is away to work at oversea...at a very sudden pace...couldn't explain much here...I don't like to talk about my father much...So, just don't talk about it. Don't ask me why either...I will only tell it when the time has arrived. Now is not the right timing. It's my taboo...
Since I seldom go back to hometown during study period at KT, I think I better go back to hometown more often as now I am placed at Selangor which is only about 3 hours drive to Kpr. An effort to visit home is better than none? Actually after hearing that Val will go back to Kpr on next weekend; I had had the intention to go back home together with her as well...but as it's already fated, I might as well just accept what had been arranged and I can make a little bit of changes for myself in this coming weekend. Yeah...I think I should. Don't you think so?
I also want to go back to see my dog...my beloved dog-Lucky. I have been raising him since his young at year 2000. I love..LOVE him...I already treat him as a family member, not just a dog at my house. Want to meet him? I have a picture of him playing around with my brother's mobilephone. I show it to you...

There're more....

More...
>>>>> ZZzzz

Movie Wednesday

Okay...okay...Here am I to blog again...A funny incident happened during the lunch hour. While we were on the way to car park and chatting...we talked about something that's regarding guys didn't really like sour food. I mentioned about an example that's my friend while "lou sang, dislike putting so much lime juice because he said it's very sour and couldn't take it. After touching deep into such a topic, we were thinking of any taste that guys like? @udrey said that guys definitely not liking sweets stuff, and I added in that guys must love salty foods as if it's not sour, and sweet...because we didn't think that anyone will like bitter? @udrey make a very spontaneous phrase; it must be (salty) because that's why guys so "hamsup". (Ok...hamsup is direct pronunciation from Cantonese. It's actually a.k.a as pervert in English.) For you who can catch the meaning...congratulation.. :D At least you know what had really happened.
Later after lunch, we'd done something that shouldn't be done in a lab...but..Hey!!! We did it ok... and we always do it. We "lou sang" at the lab. Okok..you can put in whatever imaginative things that you can...but our "yee sang" is definitely consumable...keke...Want to take a look? Here you go...(Wait...jutomatekudasai...I had forgot that @udrey haven't send the pic to me... I am sending the message to ask her for it. She said she is watching Astro now. So, what can we do? I have to halt this blog for awhile and taking this opportunity to shower as well. BRB to continue this blog. :p

Omg...I think @udrey is too busy...to upload da pic for me..Well, I might just upload the pic taken by me...as replacement...
I had waited until I felt I want to Zzzz...


Here is the pic of the yee sang..prepared and arranged by Shin Hwa and @udrey...Ok..I am not free to help and somemore...My duty is just to eat... ^^,

(Picture courtesy by @udrey on 21/2/08)

After lab hour, four of us; Angela, MeiZhen, Shin Hwa and I went for movie (Kungfu Dunk). How's the movie? It's not so bad at all. The story is about Jie who is an orphan and brought up in a Kungfu School. He develope strong interest in basketball (sound..ok?) ever since he is young due to the reason that he was abandon by his parent nearby a basketball field. His life changed after he meet Li and ever since that, he have been involved actively in inter-universities basketball championship. How he actually involved, why he wanted to be in a basketball team and what's the realistic in becoming a basket-ball player and who is his biological parent? Go watch and then...you'll know... (la) ^^.

The way?

The path way that God have choosen for me is indeed very very challenging. I thought that with His guidance and by following the road that He leads is blessed and protected all the way. I guess I have planted a fig that didn't bear fruit; or to be simplified-an unusable plant. Things started goes wrong and spirits running low. Now I realise that some sayings that I had read before are very true. I still remember one of them..."Whenever you are weak and you pray to God so that you could be blessed to become strong; God will not give you power to be strong, instead will give you obstacles, so that you can learn and gain from it."
The road of life is indeed not easy and full with challenges. Some leads to excitement, some leads to disappointment, some leads to wilderness, and so many more. I understand that this is the spice of life...human needs to undergo all the circumstances to grow and to be mature. Ronan Keating's song life is like a rollercoaster and it is indeed correct. Life couln't be a straight line. Peoples always used curved line to describe life, which seems like a rollercoaster pathway. The rollercoaster pathway is the life-span. It starts slow and steady initially, and accelerate to push up to the peak...whenever reached the peak, all things become uncontrollable and loosen. Now, at this time...it is wholly dependant to the pathway...whatever it is...the rollercoaster will still pass it by and moving lively...but when it comes to a steep, it needed energy to be pushed over...and again and again...forever repeatation...
I am a kind of person that will sometimes...spend my time alone...at any place where I can be wholly alone, and thinking deep alone. By this, I can recharge my spirit, becoming one again...and move on in my life. Time of loneliness, didn't means that we have to be sorrow and meaningless. Instead, time of loneliness rejuvinate my minds, body and soul. I can be transformed by the time of loneliness.
So friends, it is no harms to be alone in the right place and the right time. Whenever you felt that you are weak and alone, think of the reasons: Obstacles given unto you are to make you a stronger person, loneliness is to make you grow, rejuvinates and to be transformed. Do it works for everyone or anyone? I could not make any further comments...BUT...Hey...it works for me... :D

CJ7 :p

Watched CJ7 at midvalley. Seriously, it wasn't worth to pay RM12 to enter into cinema to watch such a movie. I guess this is the first and the last for me. Anyhow, the movie do has its value in terms of comedy...that some parts of it is so hilarious...when you understand typical cantonese joke. I noticed that our front and back rolls didn't laugh much. The most and loudest laughter originate from our roll. :D OKOK...I admit, we were really laugh out loud...when it is hilarious...why hide? I want to laugh whenever I want...hehe :p. Overall, not bad but not worth to be watch at cinema...(psst...better buy or download :P, guess you know what I mean...keke). The story is about a father and his son, whom the father-Mr.Chow worked hard to earn for his son expenses at a famous school. The son called Dick, always being teased and bullied because of his poverty. One day, the father accidentally collected an unwanted toy(a rubber ball)...which he thought that it would entertain Dick from his disappointment of not getting CJ1-an eletronic toy dog. They never did know that the rubber ball is actually an alien dog...How did the alien dog transformed? What can the alien dog-CJ7 can do? All these shall be reveal to you...if you watch it..ok? I won't type all out. Watch it and laugh...whenever you felt that it's funny...muahahaha :D

OMG

Oh my gosh...I passed by the ldp kj to sunway highway...and I saw the billboard...OKOK..it's quite huge billboard...and the news about a guy purpose a girl by using a 40k billboard adverisement stating that "will you marry me" along with at 14k diamond ring had been in the news paper since friday...(it happened on valentine's day). Quite impressive tho...and guess that the ad will be on board for a month; or at least for a week.

215",

215. Yesterday night was indeed a great night. Everyone seems to enjoyed the activities planned even though not all had been proceed. We lost our way to the destination. Huh?! Yes...yes...we lost our way again...I know it sounds that we are all road blind, but hey...we still managed to reach to the place. What place? We went to eat seafood at Sri Petaling, the restaurant just opposite Sri Petaling Hotel. I cannot remember the name, so...maybe I can checked it out later if I remember. I apologise that I didn't manage to capture any picture of nice food and great activity. It just happened...to be happening... kekeke
Anyhow, I also enjoying the time at swimming pool. Feel like swimming still the best...besides eating tasty food (okok...sounds that I am greedy..but who cares?) After having meal at the seafood restaurant, we went straight away, back to where we swim. At night, we continued with "dry swim"...haha...I supposed most of us can guess what's that mean? Initially I didn't play...I just observed and teach a friend to play. Well, it was consider a good game as a beginner who didn't touch mahjong at all...I hope she also don't mind in learning how to play... :P
Played until midnight and everybody started to felt sleepy...so...what's more? SLEEP....la Anyway, I hope my cough during 6++ morning didn't woke up everyone. I couldn't help but just cough...and cough...and cough...OKOK...I drink again double dose to ease the throat before I continued to sleep..DOUBLE DOSE? Yes...DOUBLE DOSE...you aren't see it wrongly. I had to. But I didn't overdose, ok...I am still at here typing this blog. :D
Well, till then...adious... ;)

I am addicted @@

Yes...I am finally back...I think @udrey is right, I am indeed now getting to become addicted to blog...more towards to become a serious blogger. OMG...I couldn't believe it. I had just taken my medicine for my cough and sore throat (it happened since the forth day of cny).
I have lots and lots to tell...be patient...please wait... (arranging the blog from 7th Feb to 10th Feb) :P

7th Feb 2008

Today is the 1st day of lunar year of rat.
The celebration of lunar year for until presently is dull. Not much acts of
celebration being noticed. Luckily, the norm lunar new year: traditions during
New Year still proceeding.I am very happy for that someone from Medan,Indonesia called to wish an early “Gong xi fatt chai”. I didn’t expect such a surprise.
Thank you, Wisianto.

At night, I went to pay a visit to a friend house nearby. After much chit-chatting at there, we proceed to have our “yum
cha” session…as usual. Someone bought fireworks and light it on during the hour
to 2^nd day of lunar new year. It was fantastic, as we were at there
to celebrate another friends’ birthday which fall on the 8^th Feb.
The timing was perfect, but unfortunately, the birthday boy went out to the old
town for awhile. Yet, we still manage to celebrate his birthday. Here want to
wish him once again “Happy Birthday”.

“The hour of happiness always end up fast, and
it’s time to say goodbye” (Is this verse familiar..?.check it out yourself...I
know you knew it :D). The yum cha gathering dismissed after reaching 2++ am in
the morning. When we all were to take our car...here’s another happening news.
What a joke of the lunar year!!! Our driver-the birthday boy had to drive us home.
There in the car were Sarah, Vicky, WengKit, HoongKit and me. When we reached a
white proton saga-which is the driver’s(HK) car, we all rushed in as it was
late. The passenger’s door didn’t lock and V opens the door for us as well.
Then, HK as us to get out of the car… he noticed something amiss. He whispered
out that this car wasn’t mine. All of us were so shocked. We when out to check
the plate number…OMG…and to our horror, it was indeed not HK’s car. We find it
so funny and amusing that we can get into the wrong car and somehow…all of us
were in the car. The only thing that is amiss…is we still haven’t starts the
car… Oh my gosh…!!! We are all drunk even we didn’t consume any liquor. The funniest
thing is…we all laugh out loud when we reached the real car which was parked in
the opposite direction. :D Such a midnight… **Ahem* *an amusing midnight
incidents...that I wanted to blog out. I typed this in MS word before posted
this on blog. As I know I tend to have those so called “short term memory
lost”, I planned to type out this blog and saved in before I forgot all about
it. Hahaha….:D

8^th Feb 2008

Second day of lunar new year. There was
this reunion lunch held at Mambang Diawan, my aunt purposely chose it for
saying that it was nice and cheap. Well, the foods served were indeed quite
tasty although the vegetables were a “no-no” taste. The lunch started very
late. With all the aunts and uncles delaying the time, the lunch which was
schedule at 12.30 hour was postponed to 13.45 hour. They rush out to serve the
foods and I felt kinda uneasy with the “speedo” though. Anyway, I am delighted
to taste out the red wine bought by one of my aunt. It was a little bit less in
aroma, but the smoothness of the wine is there. Yet, I still prefer the wine
suggested by Angela; it was great.

I opened it for my family and also share it
with my friends when we were out to celebrate WaiLeng’s early birthday.I am thankful to all those who came along
and make the celebration of WL’s birthday a success…really happy and glad that
all of you did make it for the gathering. And to YenLeng as well, thank you for
making a slot of your busy schedule for us. The same goes to all of you; your
presence meant a lot to all of us.

Well, the night was still young after the
gathering-so we ended up at Irene’s place. We went there to play mahjong all
along during the midnight. Ok..ok..you may call us crazy. We aren’t playing it
as gambling, no money transaction involved. We just play for fun. And I do
really enjoy the play. I had won a several times which I only win by the “7
tong”. Weird, but it’s the truth. After tired of playing mahjong, we play “chor
dai di”. Time flew fast when you are playing and gathering with some friends
and enjoying the moments. We played until 4 am in the morning…Yes, 4 am in the
morning. You aren’t seeing it wrongly.

9^th Feb 2008

IpohIpoh Woke up quite early this day…and the reason
was…to watch movie at Ipoh.
Initially planned to watch CJ7 but, my friend couldn’t get the ticket. All
fully booked and sold out for mostly all slot-except for 12.45am (midnight
show). Anyhow, we still proceed to Ipoh for any movie that’s available.

After much discussion, we watched Meet the
Spartans. It was quite funny and amusing when we entered the cinema. The cinema
mistakenly views out Sweeney Todd instead of Meet the Spartans. Then we waited
for almost 10 minutes later for the exact movie. Overall, we laugh all the way
for this movie. It’s kinda ridiculous and non-sense. But, the well-blended
jokes for the ancient and modern hit-news make it entertaining. There were a
total of 5 of us. We sit at the second front roll. Did I say sit? Actually we
lay back and watch the movie in a too near view position. We laugh out
real…REAL out. Couldn’t help. It does have the element of underage scene in a
non-direct form, but who cares? I even changed the name of the Meet the
Spartans to Meet the “N” (guess what?!). The scene when the King Xerxes
accidentally plucked out his nipple and staple it back with the wall stapler
was d*mn good. We were still laughing about the scene when we’re all out from
the cinema.

I went for the reunion dinner for some
photo session. Then proceed on to Bandar Baru to “yum cha” with Irene and Weng
Kit. Chat there until 2am midnight. Somehow, I had inhaled too many second hand
smoke due to a God “bless” smoker at the next table. He started smoking since
he arrived until the very hour that my friends and I planned to return home. (I
think he finished one large packet of don’t know what brand of cigarette) After
the yum cha, I felt my throat is getting sore…and now I really had sore throat
and cough. **Sigh** really thanks a million to that s*cker. (Ok…it isn’t rude
to use this to emphasize that he is really a s*cker :P)

10^th Feb 2008

Most of my friends were leaving for work
today. They started the holiday early and ended it early as well. Anyway, Hoong
Kit had planned a yum cha session at 8am. Due to the midnight chatting at the
night before plus the sore throat sickness, I had over slept and miss out the
opportunity to meet all of them. When I arrived, Chee Wai already left for his
bus. Luckily still manage to catch up Ting and also LiYin. Later, went to
gather at Sarah’s house to play “Chor dai di” and been there for almost 2 hours
before proceeding to lunch at Golden Wing. Missed those ‘cau yun’ so much. I
bought RM10; five each packet-one for the friends and one for home.

Rest at home after the lunch. Felt like
getting old and tired. Felt fatigue and really wanted a good rest. At last, we
cancelled the yum cha at night. Really, really need a good night sleep… I
looked like a walking zombie after so many days didn’t sleep well.

11^th Feb 2008

PenangWent out for breakfast with Irene. My
sister and my parents drove up to north to Penang Island for a day trip. My brother and I didn’t accompany them. We had our own programme. Okok…our schedules were fully booked. :D Kekeke… After much
chit-chatting at Pasar, we went to Irene’s shop house. Tired of not getting any
connecting to the internet, we head of to KFC, since we missed Kampar KFC too
much…What’s the special of Kampar KFC? Erm…I can’t really tell…all I know is
that the aroma…do play an important role. We ordered a snack plate to share,
since we were still full by the late breakfast. Yes…yes…I still have the sore
throat and the coughing is getting severe…but since I had been in this kind of
situation, why not…to eat KFC…hehe. Coincidently, saw Yuen Yee, Mee Erh, Shan
Ni and the rest at KFC too. Irene’s bf-George came by to fetch Irene and
dropped me to my home. I guess these ended my CNY programme at Kampar. Well,
still have one more planning…soon to be…real soon. Anticipating for it…, though.
:P