Leaving for good

The year of horse, is a good year.



I definitely think and hope so! I had just tender resignation and get my life back!



I believe I did not leave this company because the company is too bad; I leave because I could not work well with my line manager. It had been tough for me during this 1 year duration for me to work under such blunt and nonsense manager.



I am not a super human, I am just an ordinary person. What could you expect when you only gave me 5 days of training for something so high-end that one could have been spared 3 weeks for it? You had given me limited resources and training to pick up and you expect I can perform and deliver perfectly? Have you stand in my shoes and look at my point? Have you thought of giving me more chance and time to learn? No!



You had pushed me to an ultimate limit which I manage to survive, and surpass you. Now, I am leaving for good, and you knew that it is way too wrong for not having any person to back me up, when I needed support. You had been too relying on me to run a one man show, which I managed to run it, and now I am passing the show back to you. Keep in mind that I learned all those through hard work, and through all mistakes that I had done. You can easily asked me to pass the knowledge to some other people, but you had forgotten that you had never take the initiatives to sent me for proper training. You could not expect that I can deliver a perfect proper training to you; as I am not certified!



I am still thankful to you that I had been given a chance to join the team, but without the team support. I still remember how one of the team member responded regarding to the target; if it is not achievable it is not his fault... Wow! There was another epic respond from another member whom had tried to push away responsibilities to the key account person because she thought that that is not her responsibility and she do not have the time for it. Come on... Am I having a lot of time for all those?



Thanks, for letting me know how the team work! I would be glad and thankful that I am leaving for good, for a better prospect.

Fuel coffee at Damansara Uptown...

Fuel cafe...



This could be damansara uptown hidden foodie which it looks not so appealing when you pass by the shop...(however,  you will notice an old bicycle placed at the front of the shop with menus written on the blackboard...)



Wait until you step into it to find yourself to be able to taste the old beijing noodles with the crispy chicken chop and taste their authentic bonsai coffee for the mixture of creamy and coffee indulgence.



I have personally fancy this place...for the ambiance of this shop which is simple and not noisy for me to relax with a cup of coffee. I likes the black coffee served by the barista too.



Not to forget to mention the friendly boss and barista whom can really understands your needs to sit and relax in their shop.



For those whom can't take in too salty food might find the old beijing noodles a little salty.. but you can opt to mix in their special own made chilies which looks so similar to lao gan ma chilies.  Alternatively you may ask for a small bowl of soup to dilute the little saltiness in your noodles.

Long black coffee

clear soup with vege (special order)

(pardon me for the shaky hand)

red dates juice (good for ladies)

Sapporo teriyaki chicken (i ordered without rice, and replaced with fries)

noodles with chicken chop (my favorite, I likes the chicken)

Pork chop burger -with own made pork patty.

New dessert selection

New assorted dessert

Bonsai tiramisu...

Fuel coffee has other menus such as noodles, burger, spaghetti, dumplings and rice. (Mixture of Eastern and Western)

***They are closed on every Wednesday.

The feeling of letting go...

Many times, it is always easier to be said than done. This is indeed a truth, for most of us. Especially to me, of course.



Although I must admit, some times, memories did flashes back and dreams still persist! How to forget when one had already been deeply kept inside our heart? How to let go when the heart had kept it securely so that it would not be loosen? And...time... does time always heal when all had happened in the past?



Weird, I had pushed all my anger down to nowhere, just to try to be a better person. However, every recent moves and every recent incidents had caused me to bring up the anger to another level. I had tried my best, to be gentle for not to hurt anyone again...but it seems the more I tried to become another person, the more the hatred is pressured on me.



Hoping the best for you seems so fake from me. Do I really mean it? No! I do not. Deep inside me, there is this inner voice to tell me to not to be pretentious. This inner voice is telling me to start the war, to make everything worse, to cause chaos, to create catastrophe which is against all odds, to not to let go whatever should have been mine. My conscious me is telling me to be rational, to be considerate, to be gentle, to not to create troubles, avoid jealousy, and be more open. Am I able to do this?



I am not being negatively involved with my emotion, and I had been trying to be positive every time I know that subconscious should not be allowed and fully-controlled consciousness must be in place. Nevertheless, letting go still far from what I can image, and harder than what I had tried. Should you appear again in front of me, while you are the initial person whom had rejected me? Yes, and No. I had tried to keep and patch things up, with all my might, Yes, you should have accept it at least just once to indicate that you had let go. I had tried now for making the first step, and you are the one whom had prevented any steps to be taken; which I believe, you are just as similar as me, whom still can't let it go and yet, we are pretentious. Continue to block me in your telecommunication method, any sort of way, to prevent me to take a step further sound like a good choice for you, why do't you still keep that up, and now you don't? I had said I would not call and bother you anymore, which I will keep my promise as I am a person whom keep my words!

Doraemon expo

At last... visited Doraemon expo at Viva Home mall, Kuala Lumpur.



Entrance fees for adult is priced at RM 25 and children at RM 15. The ticket counter is placed near the North wing Level 2 escalator.



The expo is divided into several parts. Entrance shown the birth of Doraemon, which some explanations given on the board on how Doraemon lost his ear, and how did he transformed from a Yellow Robotic cat into a Blue Ear-less Round-headed Robotic cat with Nobita.



Right after that, there are numerous Doraemon figure; each holding and/or with a secret device/gadget from his pocket. At this section, you will be over-whelmed with the lots of Doraemon figure and fascinated with the expression from his face. However, soon, you will found out that most figure had repeating facial expression, just with a different gadget for display.



The organizer had too, placed a few of special photography rooms which one have to queue for entrance and each photo cost at RM 25. These rooms mostly based on Nobita's sleeping room, and Nobita's living room.



There are also some few wall photography which one can play around for photo session. Those are placed at common area and do expect that you will have to queue for your turn.



After all these, there is a merchandise store right before the exit of the expo. You can find most of the Doraemon plush toys, lanyards, keychains, and many more. There are a few counter of fun-fair games which you can play with 2 or 3 tokens. Each token can be purchased from the token counter at the price of RM 2.



There is a cafeteria with a few stores selection of "Doraemon" foods. You can always try the Dorayaki, Doraemon's favorite.There are a few more merchandise available before you completely exit the expo. Finally, exited the expo without purchasing anything and just snapped a few photos.



This expo is from 14th Dec 2013-23rd March 2014. If you happened to be at K.L, just try to visit Doraemon ^.^

Happiness

There is not much that I can do,

For what is done was already a past,

 The least that I can do for now,

Is to sent forth my best wishes to you.

Time...

As long as time is here to be,

These memories will went faded but not forgotten,

As long as these wounds can be seen,

Scars were left well written,



For how it have been long gone?

Time will still be the greatest song,

To heal and to dissolve these sorrows,

To hold and to build better tomorrows,



Wishes could be send without notices,

But at least time had proven to be the best medicine,

Words had never been spoken out,

For it had been deem as the sharpest sword,



May time continue to be here and ever,

As to be the witness for these tears and fears,

As to be the knight for the mighty heart,

As to be the ending for this ache to over.

Steam prawns feast

Steam prawns feast before New Year!