It's been some time, that I did not write up.
I did not have that passion, to keep this up, for quite some time.
I had to say, that I appreciate the time with my friends; thank you very much for taking and spending your time with us.
The culture to meet up and have a small gathering to keep us all in touch is very essential as we get older, we will realise that we have less friends.
Thank you for coming out today, thank you for such a great day, thank you for such a memorable activity, thank you for sharing your story, thank you for the planning of next activity, thank you for your presence here.
Sunday, 10 January 2010
Monday, 9 November 2009
FINE
No,
I just dislike the feeling of making someone done something that they dislike it, and making me guilty about it.
I am not being demanding in forcing, just as in for companion, but it seems it was way too wrong. If that's the case, I guess I just need to have a break, a break of trying to be one that's not demanding, and a break of trying to get rid of all these.
If for what guilt had surrounded me for what I had done, FINE. I am now not making myself guilty anymore. I won't be in that position anymore. I don't want to make anyone involve anymore. Let it be me only and just me ALONE. I am fine with that too!
I just dislike the feeling of making someone done something that they dislike it, and making me guilty about it.
I am not being demanding in forcing, just as in for companion, but it seems it was way too wrong. If that's the case, I guess I just need to have a break, a break of trying to be one that's not demanding, and a break of trying to get rid of all these.
If for what guilt had surrounded me for what I had done, FINE. I am now not making myself guilty anymore. I won't be in that position anymore. I don't want to make anyone involve anymore. Let it be me only and just me ALONE. I am fine with that too!
Monday, 2 November 2009
incident that can be avoided?
Read the news about the UTar's students that drowned at the waterfalls. Knew it on sunday night, right after thestar.com.my made an update regarding to the news about 3 feared to be drowned, and today early in the morning, all dead body found.
Maybe those who felt like this kind of accident is fated, and they felt it was just too coincident and it was their destiny.
Well, in my opinion, ok...IT IS my point of view...I do not need readers to agree with what I am saying......
that actually this kind of tragically happened incident can be avoided.
Read the news carefully as in the deceased went to swim at around 5pm, and according to villagers, it was just after raining. And it was a common issue in Malaysia that we will have raining seasons at the end of the years, due to monsoon season... At the first place, why needed to go swim at the waterfalls, even after a cold rainy day; plus it was reaching evening-notice that this kind of timing, normally local won't swim there, except for really dry and sunny season, or went to nearby site for insect sampling only.
Ask me frankly if I would go to waterfalls 5pm in the evening...DEFINITELY NO.
Since I was a kid, I always heard the elders especially my mum told me to avoid waterfalls, during raining seasons, even during evening, and especially when we cannot predict how the water current will be at falls. WHY? Why my mum will always remind the siblings about the dangerous of water current from falls? She herself experienced it. Once, when she was young, around 16 or 17 years old; she went to waterfalls with friends and sisters...when.... all of a sudden, a the water gush from the hill top of the falls, and fortunately, the sisters including my mum were able to climb up to a higher place, and they were trapped at the opposite site of the river bank from the mainland. So, all they could do, were to wait for the water flow to slow down, and they called for help. They waited for almost 2 hours for the help to get way, due to none of the experts dare to cross with the strong current. All of them were saved, and they never did dare to swim at falls, during raining seasons, or even after rained, or when it's entering evening. This sound like a taboo...but it is kind of real that when evening reaches, usually picnickers nearby waterfalls will leave.
Whenever we can actually avoid an incident to happened, it can not be called fated, destined or accident. Sometimes, it is because of our failure to take note of personal safety and also friends safety that caused this incident to happened. Not trying to blame the deceased as well as the fourth one that survived the incident; but look deep inside this moral of the story. It caused lives, when we are careless regarding to our safety. Adventure can be fun, but think of the consequences when we want the adventure-do we well prepared for it?
Condolences to the deceased family....and also, to those UTarians that happened to still be around at Kampar, do remember that waterfalls are dangerous places, even though the nature and beauty of the falls might made you fall for it. Just bear in mind, observe what the locals usually do... As far as I remember, I do not have friends or family members that are willing to go waterfalls during evening time (even it's hot and sunny day), raining seasons, or rainy day-definitely a NO at the timing of just after raining.
Here the police had given out a notice advice to the public for the waterfalls, due to the incident.
Oh, I forgotten to mentioned that-usually, waterfalls claims live every now and then, just depending to seasons and also personal awareness. If one is observant enough (or having any common sense), he or she suppose to know when is the right time to avoid waterfalls.
Maybe those who felt like this kind of accident is fated, and they felt it was just too coincident and it was their destiny.
Well, in my opinion, ok...IT IS my point of view...I do not need readers to agree with what I am saying......
that actually this kind of tragically happened incident can be avoided.
Read the news carefully as in the deceased went to swim at around 5pm, and according to villagers, it was just after raining. And it was a common issue in Malaysia that we will have raining seasons at the end of the years, due to monsoon season... At the first place, why needed to go swim at the waterfalls, even after a cold rainy day; plus it was reaching evening-notice that this kind of timing, normally local won't swim there, except for really dry and sunny season, or went to nearby site for insect sampling only.
Ask me frankly if I would go to waterfalls 5pm in the evening...DEFINITELY NO.
Since I was a kid, I always heard the elders especially my mum told me to avoid waterfalls, during raining seasons, even during evening, and especially when we cannot predict how the water current will be at falls. WHY? Why my mum will always remind the siblings about the dangerous of water current from falls? She herself experienced it. Once, when she was young, around 16 or 17 years old; she went to waterfalls with friends and sisters...when.... all of a sudden, a the water gush from the hill top of the falls, and fortunately, the sisters including my mum were able to climb up to a higher place, and they were trapped at the opposite site of the river bank from the mainland. So, all they could do, were to wait for the water flow to slow down, and they called for help. They waited for almost 2 hours for the help to get way, due to none of the experts dare to cross with the strong current. All of them were saved, and they never did dare to swim at falls, during raining seasons, or even after rained, or when it's entering evening. This sound like a taboo...but it is kind of real that when evening reaches, usually picnickers nearby waterfalls will leave.
Whenever we can actually avoid an incident to happened, it can not be called fated, destined or accident. Sometimes, it is because of our failure to take note of personal safety and also friends safety that caused this incident to happened. Not trying to blame the deceased as well as the fourth one that survived the incident; but look deep inside this moral of the story. It caused lives, when we are careless regarding to our safety. Adventure can be fun, but think of the consequences when we want the adventure-do we well prepared for it?
Condolences to the deceased family....and also, to those UTarians that happened to still be around at Kampar, do remember that waterfalls are dangerous places, even though the nature and beauty of the falls might made you fall for it. Just bear in mind, observe what the locals usually do... As far as I remember, I do not have friends or family members that are willing to go waterfalls during evening time (even it's hot and sunny day), raining seasons, or rainy day-definitely a NO at the timing of just after raining.
Here the police had given out a notice advice to the public for the waterfalls, due to the incident.
Oh, I forgotten to mentioned that-usually, waterfalls claims live every now and then, just depending to seasons and also personal awareness. If one is observant enough (or having any common sense), he or she suppose to know when is the right time to avoid waterfalls.
Sunday, 25 October 2009
What the heck on earth that's happening....
What the heck on earth that's happening to this father?
Read the news....adopted from the star "Dad's blind fury leaves girl blinded"
Due to wanted the girl to concentrate on studies, he can just splashed the acids to the mother and daughter?
Such an inconsiderate act by the father. I would wonder, what kind of penalty/punishment the father will receive for his act.
This just reminds me of something similar that almost happen to me as well, not with acid, but with an axe!
Such barbaric act by the father...
Hope the girl will have the courages to continue with her life, while accept the fact that her mother was gone leaving she and her brother.
What can the father do now? The girl has been blinded permanently and now, how she is going to cope with this disability?
On the other hand, I just don't understand what is this stupid Gov is doing. They planned in the budget 2010 that RM 50 service tax will be charged for each credit card...and do you think this is for the 'rakyat' own good? For God's sake, they should have stop to blur the 'rakyat' and treating the 'rakyat' as they are dumb.
This isn't the first time that the stupid Gov came out with stupid idea and once again, due to this kind of stupid suggestion, the 'rakyat' has to suffer the consequences.
Read the news....adopted from the star "Dad's blind fury leaves girl blinded"
Due to wanted the girl to concentrate on studies, he can just splashed the acids to the mother and daughter?
Such an inconsiderate act by the father. I would wonder, what kind of penalty/punishment the father will receive for his act.
This just reminds me of something similar that almost happen to me as well, not with acid, but with an axe!
Such barbaric act by the father...
Hope the girl will have the courages to continue with her life, while accept the fact that her mother was gone leaving she and her brother.
What can the father do now? The girl has been blinded permanently and now, how she is going to cope with this disability?
On the other hand, I just don't understand what is this stupid Gov is doing. They planned in the budget 2010 that RM 50 service tax will be charged for each credit card...and do you think this is for the 'rakyat' own good? For God's sake, they should have stop to blur the 'rakyat' and treating the 'rakyat' as they are dumb.
This isn't the first time that the stupid Gov came out with stupid idea and once again, due to this kind of stupid suggestion, the 'rakyat' has to suffer the consequences.
Sunday, 4 October 2009
WHY ON EARTH THAT ALIEN IN MY LAB EXIST?
WHY ON EARTH THAT ALIEN IN MY LAB EXIST?
Ok, I am sorry that I had to use all caps in the above sentence. I just wanted to emphasize that the alien in the lab indeed very very annoying.
She even posted in her facebook shout out that how desperately she wanted to get a PhD, so that all the tedious work will be done by some other person; and all the credits belongs to her. (such an arrogant person!) Oh, crap!
This alien in the lab doesn't even deserve to get into honours. She will just make all the previously graduated honours students get disgusted by knowing Mon-Uni is getting such a student as honours student!
She even complaint that how tired is working lab works and there was this day that she actually worked until pass 6pm, she continuously absent herself for 5 days! I guess she must be claiming that she needed those days for resting...
Oh my gosh...if just working for over 6pm is tiring for her; what about us that we work more than 12 hours in the lab? She is just not the material to work in the lab, and I don't seems to understand why that she still want to continue honours. Damn it.
Ok...my bad, my bad...I should have not to judge or comment people in such a way...but I couldn't help it. She is just too annoying. And...did I ever mentioned that everytime she enter the lab and stayed there, the lab will have one kind of smell that stained and it's awkward... =="
Ok, I am sorry that I had to use all caps in the above sentence. I just wanted to emphasize that the alien in the lab indeed very very annoying.
She even posted in her facebook shout out that how desperately she wanted to get a PhD, so that all the tedious work will be done by some other person; and all the credits belongs to her. (such an arrogant person!) Oh, crap!
This alien in the lab doesn't even deserve to get into honours. She will just make all the previously graduated honours students get disgusted by knowing Mon-Uni is getting such a student as honours student!
She even complaint that how tired is working lab works and there was this day that she actually worked until pass 6pm, she continuously absent herself for 5 days! I guess she must be claiming that she needed those days for resting...
Oh my gosh...if just working for over 6pm is tiring for her; what about us that we work more than 12 hours in the lab? She is just not the material to work in the lab, and I don't seems to understand why that she still want to continue honours. Damn it.
Ok...my bad, my bad...I should have not to judge or comment people in such a way...but I couldn't help it. She is just too annoying. And...did I ever mentioned that everytime she enter the lab and stayed there, the lab will have one kind of smell that stained and it's awkward... =="
Wednesday, 30 September 2009
The day the Uni is shaking!
Well....
My bad, my bad....
That I did not update news regarding to the alien....
But before I start blogging about the alien, I want to blog about special happening at Uni today.
What's so special?
Erm....While I am checking some email+pet society-ing-restaurant city-ing and also watching video, I suddenly felt my chair was shaking. I happen to ignored it totally, but....
This shaking grew more vigorously until I felt like those words that I am typing and reading were too blurred. I took a look at those buffers on top of the shelf...all are shaking...and so do my water bottle that was just next to the notebook. At this point, I know that this isn't something like over sensitive or imagination. I indeed felt something similiar, when heavy truck/vehicle passed by the Uni for the construction behind. Well...this shaking seems to be not originated from the heavy truck, as I see none from the lab window.
Short after I asked WC, if she experienced it, JT came in and asked what's happening, as she felt like the building is agitating. Wow, at least, I have someone came in and exclaimed that she felt the building is agitating. I definitely positive on not having imagination.
For whatever reason that is making the building agitating for a while...I guess maybe is still due to the constructions, behind and next to the Uni......
==" ==" =="
My bad, my bad....
That I did not update news regarding to the alien....
But before I start blogging about the alien, I want to blog about special happening at Uni today.
What's so special?
Erm....While I am checking some email+pet society-ing-restaurant city-ing and also watching video, I suddenly felt my chair was shaking. I happen to ignored it totally, but....
This shaking grew more vigorously until I felt like those words that I am typing and reading were too blurred. I took a look at those buffers on top of the shelf...all are shaking...and so do my water bottle that was just next to the notebook. At this point, I know that this isn't something like over sensitive or imagination. I indeed felt something similiar, when heavy truck/vehicle passed by the Uni for the construction behind. Well...this shaking seems to be not originated from the heavy truck, as I see none from the lab window.
Short after I asked WC, if she experienced it, JT came in and asked what's happening, as she felt like the building is agitating. Wow, at least, I have someone came in and exclaimed that she felt the building is agitating. I definitely positive on not having imagination.
For whatever reason that is making the building agitating for a while...I guess maybe is still due to the constructions, behind and next to the Uni......
==" ==" =="
Wednesday, 26 August 2009
days with alien, epi3(special edition)-part II
I am so happy to say that my BP getting to become normal again. This is all because both me n WC did not see this alien in the lab since Sunday. Well, maybe I should not celebrate so early...but I just could not help myself. I must share out this good news... :D
Oh, ya... the decision to make this special edition into part 1 and part 2 was out of the blue. A sudden breaking news shocked me, and I felt there is this urge for me to spread it out.
SBK asked someone from WC's batch to become his part time RA. (Oh, forgot to mention, this WC isn't Val, so, don't mistakenly dragged Val in...lol...this WC is another Lee in the lab). This person, initially thought it was quite an interesting offer as the part time RA duty is just to finish up the remaining lab works from MY's part. It was mentioned that it will involve just PCRs and also sequencing and analyzing of the sequenced results. SBK also said that he wanted to find this person, because he heard from other lecturers that this person is good and trust worthy to be hired as RA. So, SBK is the one approached this person to ask him for the job offer. (Indeed this person has the credibility to be recommended by other lecturers) and....all this Sounds great, right?
Who knows, that this SBK might...OK...I mentioned might (cause it have not yet happened, it is all my assumption), trying to manipulate this person. Why I says so? A few days ago, this person lets name as A, came in and said that it will be confirmed at September. So, both me and WC were like "HUH?" And A mentioned that SBK might require A to do field sampling or will need A as a helper for collecting samples. Well, luckily A was like kind of smart to brush off the topic of transportation involving A, because SBK asked A regarding to A's type of transportation. Of course, A did mentioned that A is driving to Uni, but A quickly react as in, if in field sampling or collecting samples, A will be following SBK. (Which is kind of true, because the lecturer have to provide the transportation, or else, the RA can claim from the lecturer's grant for what the RA had paid for.)
After that conversation between A and SBK, A came in and inform us as in September will be the starting month. I was surprised. What I meant that I was surprise? If not because A mentioned that A might have the possibility to become RA with SBK, SBK actually did not even inform me. Ok, fine. Who the hell I am, in a position that he needed to inform or let me know that he will be hiring RA....BUT, he did mentioned to WC and he expect WC to tell me?! And who is the official student that register under his supervision? Ok, I am not showing jealousy, but I am having pity to myself that my supervisor didn't even have the heart to let me know (okok, so do I..... I am also back stabbing him now and I don't even have the interest to inform him regarding my problems!; lets get even!!!)
Oh, forgot to mention that, SBK also excountered the alien weirdness. How do I know? Well, my 'bomoh-ship' superior witnessed it when doing some animal tissue culture thingy at the general tissue culture lab. When this alien was doing plant extraction, there will be a lot of steps requiring flicking of microcentrifuge tube to mix. And, well....this alien replied to sbk that she find it hard to use finger to do the flicking. This alien even mentioned to sbk that she just cannot do it(the flicking with finger). So, this alien asked permission to take some tubes to go back home and practise. OMG!!! I am wondering, did she really graduate from B.Sc Biotechnology?!
Hmm...coming up next, is internal conflix....... =="
Oh, ya... the decision to make this special edition into part 1 and part 2 was out of the blue. A sudden breaking news shocked me, and I felt there is this urge for me to spread it out.
SBK asked someone from WC's batch to become his part time RA. (Oh, forgot to mention, this WC isn't Val, so, don't mistakenly dragged Val in...lol...this WC is another Lee in the lab). This person, initially thought it was quite an interesting offer as the part time RA duty is just to finish up the remaining lab works from MY's part. It was mentioned that it will involve just PCRs and also sequencing and analyzing of the sequenced results. SBK also said that he wanted to find this person, because he heard from other lecturers that this person is good and trust worthy to be hired as RA. So, SBK is the one approached this person to ask him for the job offer. (Indeed this person has the credibility to be recommended by other lecturers) and....all this Sounds great, right?
Who knows, that this SBK might...OK...I mentioned might (cause it have not yet happened, it is all my assumption), trying to manipulate this person. Why I says so? A few days ago, this person lets name as A, came in and said that it will be confirmed at September. So, both me and WC were like "HUH?" And A mentioned that SBK might require A to do field sampling or will need A as a helper for collecting samples. Well, luckily A was like kind of smart to brush off the topic of transportation involving A, because SBK asked A regarding to A's type of transportation. Of course, A did mentioned that A is driving to Uni, but A quickly react as in, if in field sampling or collecting samples, A will be following SBK. (Which is kind of true, because the lecturer have to provide the transportation, or else, the RA can claim from the lecturer's grant for what the RA had paid for.)
After that conversation between A and SBK, A came in and inform us as in September will be the starting month. I was surprised. What I meant that I was surprise? If not because A mentioned that A might have the possibility to become RA with SBK, SBK actually did not even inform me. Ok, fine. Who the hell I am, in a position that he needed to inform or let me know that he will be hiring RA....BUT, he did mentioned to WC and he expect WC to tell me?! And who is the official student that register under his supervision? Ok, I am not showing jealousy, but I am having pity to myself that my supervisor didn't even have the heart to let me know (okok, so do I..... I am also back stabbing him now and I don't even have the interest to inform him regarding my problems!; lets get even!!!)
Oh, forgot to mention that, SBK also excountered the alien weirdness. How do I know? Well, my 'bomoh-ship' superior witnessed it when doing some animal tissue culture thingy at the general tissue culture lab. When this alien was doing plant extraction, there will be a lot of steps requiring flicking of microcentrifuge tube to mix. And, well....this alien replied to sbk that she find it hard to use finger to do the flicking. This alien even mentioned to sbk that she just cannot do it(the flicking with finger). So, this alien asked permission to take some tubes to go back home and practise. OMG!!! I am wondering, did she really graduate from B.Sc Biotechnology?!
Hmm...coming up next, is internal conflix....... =="
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)