FINE

No,

I just dislike the feeling of making someone done something that they dislike it, and making me guilty about it.

I am not being demanding in forcing, just as in for companion, but it seems it was way too wrong. If that's the case, I guess I just need to have a break, a break of trying to be one that's not demanding, and a break of trying to get rid of all these.

If for what guilt had surrounded me for what I had done, FINE. I am now not making myself guilty anymore. I won't be in that position anymore. I don't want to make anyone involve anymore. Let it be me only and just me ALONE. I am fine with that too!