Pain

When I turned myself cool, I really becoming one cold-blooded creature.

I won't care anymore about whatever in the surrounding.

All I care is how to protect and self-defense myself in the coolness.

I becomes hard in showing feelings and emotions.

Less warmth, less smiles,.....

Indulged into deep seriousness, engulfed by pain....

Pain caused by words, pain caused by naiveness, pain caused warmth turned cold.