Dreamt of lucky zai

I dreamt of lucky zai twice, since his
death back dated at 6th of August 2012. The first dream was pictured as I am
returning to hometown. I saw lucky zai and bobby zai playing at the living room
when I am approaching the front gate. The scenario was as per usual in which I
will great lucky zai first, then to bobby zai as to make bobby zai familiarise
with the routine that lucky zai is elder and thus be respected. In the dream, I
saw lucky zai showing turning himself and showed his belly for bobby zai. In return,
bobby followed exactly what had lucky performed. They seems to be playing
cheerfully with minor aggressive behaviour due to domination by lucky zai. All these
seem so real, and I patted both before I walked into my room.

In the recent dream, I saw myself had
realised that lucky was no longer in house. It seems that I had accepted the
fact that I will only see bobby zai at home. However, the odd scenario in the
dream was; I am able to see lucky zai and pat him with my own hands. I told my
family member about this, and surprisingly only my sister, brother and me can
pat the illusion-ed lucky zai. My parents could not see lucky zai's presence.
Therefore, only us, the siblings were seen playing with lucky zai, patting him,
and letting him rolling to show his belly. It was lucky zai's favourite act,
when he was happy and done with his food. Sometimes, he did this purely an act
of boredom. I find it amusing to see lucky zai rolling on the floor, showing
his belly.

Although these were just merely dreams, I
could feel and touch lucky zai. Maybe this is an act by my brain signalling due
to missing lucky zai; or unscientifically, this might be the way/message that
lucky zai trying to inform me that he is living happily as though he is living
with us. Whatever it is, thank you to my lucky zai, for visiting me in dreams.

Sometimes...

Sometimes,

I am wondering...if I am doing something that I want?

Sometimes,

I am worrying...if I am making mistakes that I can't?

Sometimes,

I am frustrated...without help and direction,

Sometimes,

I am devastated...with all the comments and correction,

Sometimes,

I just couldn't understand...what is wrong with me being me?

Sometimes,

I just couldn't withstand...all those words of lies in spree,

Sometimes,

I am thinking...if these will end some day?

Sometimes,

I am feeling...if I am not on the correct pathway?

Sometimes,

I am tired...I am scared...I am de-motivated,

Sometimes...

If there will always be another time?

Worst customer service given by RT Pastry KK

Yesterday visit at RT Pastry House Kota Kemuning branch was really disappointing and time consuming.

We walked into the shop, hoping to ask for our pre-ordered cake. However, non of the worker seems to be bother and there was nobody at the open chiller counter. There were 2 to 3 workers congested at the cashier counter and I saw another worker arranging breads and buns at the rack. We went to ask the worker to check on our pre-order cake, and we were asked for an invoice number. We said we don't have it, because the person whom had answered the phone reservation did not gave us any number, and we proceed to ask them to check on it with the customer name. At the same time, we asked the worker to get the last moo swiss roll for us, while we were waiting for the cake. None seems to be bother when we inquire again our pre-ordered cake at the cashier counter. All they did was standing at the cashier counter, keep on waiting. I do believe of out the 3 worker, one of them can check on it without having any problem to leave the cashier counter as there will be 2 worker left. Again, when the other worker went out with the cake, we asked for the last moo swiss roll. At the same time, they had given the last moo swiss roll to another customer and what do we have? "Sorry, it was sold out", uttered from the worker. Didn't we asked them to reserve it? Do they have any communication among each other to keep the last swiss roll for the customer whom had walked in first, and reserve it first while waiting for them to check on the pre-ordered cake? The answer that we had all the time while we had asked this and that was "Wait". In fact, we were WAITING! 

RT Pastry house Kota Kemuning Branch, if you do not think your workers are well trained to serve customer, please do PROVIDE them the training! If you do not have enough man power to host the branch, please hire more worker. If you can have a superior to monitor the branch, yesterday incident would not happen! Such incident was a disgrace to your brand name.

Potatoes with garlic topping

Making food at home when no one was in makes me feel good.

Hahaha... at least I can cook anything I want to cook. =)

~Potatoes with garlic topping~

Lemon+Chilli+Ketchup dipping sauce for the potatoes.

Thank you, Kak Puria

I am in such a panic mode when I saw my own car key dropped into the toilet bowl. I have no choice but to run out to get help! The first ever help I could think of, is from the security. I asked the guard regarding to the matter. Sad to say, the head of security, the fat old chinese man (Mr. C??ah), didn't even bother to help but to pour cold water and said "That's the end of your key. No way you could get the key back." I was shocked! The current security head is way unhelpful than the previous security head Mr. K?m. He is way much better than this current useless security head.

Thankfully, there was another security guard offering advices and personnel to look for. At last, after much running and searching; I found the cleaner deputy head and with her help, I can get my car key again. She told me it is common in the campus, that students or staffs dropped their belonging into the toilet bowl. Accidents do happen and I an thankful to her for her help that she had gave to me. Her willingness to help is way much better than the security head. I am not too sure, why on earth the university want to hire such useless person, without giving any help or advices. The only thing he is good at, is sitting in his office or accompanying VVIP walking around the campus. If there is a possible way or channel for me to express this to the campus authority, I would definitely do so. 

Would like to thank the cleaner whom had lend me the help, Kak Puria. You had done a very good good in helping the one in need. Thank you.